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✿》48 - School Again《✿

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School again today, yay! I'm being sarcastic, I hate school. It's super boring and we are always doing review. I'm pretty sure I've learned everything that needs to be learned all the way up to the academy. Which is great because maybe I won't have to do school anymore and I can just read all day. I would be fine with reading all day because I love books. I would also be fine with visiting the Covey more than twice a year. That's definitely not going to happen. I'm just happy that I get to see them twice a year instead of never is fine with me.

Coriolanus still doesn't know that he is an awful liar. I know he has been lying about things to me and Lucy Gray and we both know it. I don't know if Lucy Gray has said anything about it, but I doubt it. I think we are both scared of what Coriolanus is capable of because he is capable of a lot of bad things. I don't think he is capable of anything good. If he was I would know about it and I don't know of anything good he has done. I wish he was capable of good because maybe then maybe I would want to stay in the Capitol more if he hasn't been poisoning people to get power and to keep me looking young by giving something that blocks me from growing. Technically girls can start puberty at 8 years old. It isn't common but it can happen. I might yell at him and make a certain age an age when I start growing. I dunno maybe I will say I am 13 so things can happen, but if I do that I might not be able to see the Covey. I hate this so much, I want to go home, I want it to be normal. Maybe I will hide somewhere in District 12 so I can stay there. I'll have to go over it with Lucy Gray to see if it could actually happen.

I'm sitting at the table eating breakfast with Coriolanus, Lucy Gray, and Grandma'am. I am in a black and white checkered dress with a Peter Pan collar, white stockings and black shoes. Grandma'am is talking away about rebels and things happening around Panem that have to do with what she think are rebels. It's a bit funny what she connects together that could be another rebellion. Aunt Tigris has told me that Grandma'am is getting sick. Probably from old age or something like that. I don't really care she doesn't really like me and Lucy Gray anyways because we are the rebels apparently. It's funny when she calls us rebels. I don't know why it just is.

Today for breakfast is pancakes. I like pancakes. They are like waffles, but flat and they taste good and it is cake which makes it a dessert technically. We only have pancakes for breakfast every once in a while. It's a treat I am pretty sure. Anyways I keep eating. I still have a couple more hours until Fauna comes. I'm not sure what I am going to do. I'll have to think about it. Once I finish my pancakes someone comes and gets my plate and I stand up from the table

"I'm going to my room, Lucy Gray can we talk?" I ask her

She looks at me worried and I sigh a bit

"Not bad" I sign in our hand language

"Yeah, sure" Lucy Gray says getting up out of her chair as well

Coriolanus still doesn't know the hand language that me and Lucy Gray use. I mean I don't use it tons but I use it enough that someone could catch on to a couple dozen words. I don't think he has though which is fine with me. More ways to keep secrets from him. Me and Lucy Gray walk to my room and I close the door and I sit on my bed

"What's up?" Lucy Gray asks looking at me curiously as I look around the room to see if there are any places where there could be hidden cameras or hidden microphones

"Do you know if Coriolanus put anything in here that could hear me or see me?" I ask Lucy Gray looking straight into her chocolate brown eyes

"Yeah I heard him mention putting a microphone in here so we could hear you just in case you had a nightmare" Lucy Gray says looking at me quizzically