(in DMs)
jolyneXD: hey
jolyneXD: look i know you're probably still upset which is fair
goldielocks: what
jolyneXD: ik a lot of shit went down between us
jolyneXD: but i really need to talk to you
goldielocks: about what
goldielocks: are you gonna start insulting me again
jolyneXD: no
jolyneXD: never again
goldielocks: what do you want
jolyneXD: i guess i should start by saying
jolyneXD: i'm sorry
jolyneXD: i was really shitty to you after we fell out and even before that point i was being childish and getting mad over basically nothing
jolyneXD: it took me a long time to realise that, but i see now
jolyneXD: i was taking you for granted
jolyneXD: it wasn't fair for me to get mad when it's perfectly fine for you to have other friends
goldielocks: ok
jolyneXD: but i was thinking and i realised that- we've been friends for so long, it just doesn't make sense that we could fall apart like that
goldielocks: i mean yeah i agree
jolyneXD: but i loved you, man - i still do
jolyneXD: you were my best friend in the world
goldielocks: you were mine too
jolyneXD: i messed up, real badly
jolyneXD: and i can't take back all the stuff i said to you, even if i want to
jolyneXD: i said it and it happened - i was a dogshit friend lol
jolyneXD: but i don't want childish arguments to come between us anymore, because i realised that no one needs to be at fault
jolyneXD: it was a miscommunication
goldielocks: yes it was
jolyneXD: and i've missed you so much over these last few months
goldielocks: same
jolyneXD: so i just want to make it clear that i'm sorry
jolyneXD: even if you don't want to be friends anymore, that will never change how much i care about you - and i need to show that more often
goldielocks: well hold on
jolyneXD: yeah?
goldielocks: i don't want you to put the blame all on yourself because i've been thinking as well
goldielocks: and if you're gonna call yourself childish then i am childish too
goldielocks: i did not treat your feelings with the proper respect they deserved and instead of trying to actually reach out i got mad and closed myself off
jolyneXD: i feel you
goldielocks: if anyone's at fault it's me
goldielocks: i was not a good friend to you and yeah in hindsight i probably should have made more time to hang out with you considering how close we were
goldielocks: and i'm sorry
goldielocks: i'm really really sorry
jolyneXD: :)
