Accidental Roommates (Inspired by Red, White & Royal Blue)

Holding On (Henry's POV)

Henry’s POV

  I can’t help but to feel so irritated when I suddenly felt the need to go to the bathroom right when I was already sleepy.

But when I was about to get up, I suddenly heard those moans from Alex’s phone. It was so loud and it startled the hell out of me at first, then it was quickly followed by,

  “Shit!” I suddenly heard Alex swore, he’s clearly panicking.

I was laughing at him quietly.

I can’t laugh loudly because he thought that I was already asleep. He might feel embarrassed if he finds out that I’m still awake, so I just keep pretending that I’m sleeping already.

A moment later, I felt as if there’s someone staring at me.

I was thinking that it might be Alex, checking if I’m really asleep and that thought made me suddenly felt very.. nervous.

Soon after, I no longer have any idea if what Alex is up to now. I no longer hear his phone too.

I was thinking and also hoping so, that he might already fell asleep.

So to be sure, I slowly move to check quietly if what he’s actually doing.

But what the fuck, he’s not sleeping yet.

He’s lying on his stomach on the mattress, watching that porn video on his phone and even wearing an earphones.

  Shit! I was screaming inside.

I badly want to go to the bathroom to pee, but I can’t do it knowing that he’s still awake.

I don’t know, I just kinda feel.. awkward to let him know that I know what he’s doing.

Later on, I can hear him sighing deeply, breathing fast and kinda heavy and he’s doing it one after another.

And I am no innocent with that, I absolutely know what’s happening to him and it’s just fine, that’s normal.

It’s just that.. it’s giving me so much headache and making me sweat terribly too while thinking if..

  How will I be able to get up here if ever he already started having a wank there?

And aside from that.. damn, I don’t know exactly what and how would I feel if ever I hear him moaning while he’s touching himself.

I haven’t — I mean, no one has ever done that thing in my presence before.

But it seems like my worries won’t happen as I heard him suddenly standing up and then leaving the room in a hurry.

And right after he left, I immediately took deep breaths, one after another too.

I breathe fast and gasped for air as if this will be the last time I’m gonna have the chance to get some air.

I was planning to wait for Alex to come back first and for him to fell asleep before I get up to use the bathroom, but he's taking too long and I don't think I can still wait any longer.

I’m already having a hard time trying to hold it, I badly need to pee, so..

I get up, immediately get out of the room and ran to the bathroom.

And as I was about to open the bathroom door, it suddenly opened by itself and then..

I saw Alex and he saw me.

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  I was really surprised when I went out of the bathroom and still saw Alex standing outside, as if he’s waiting for me.

  “Did you..” He looked hesitant to ask whatever that is he’ll about to ask me. “D-did you hear.. anything in the room earlier?”

I almost burst into laughter at that, but good thing, I was able to stop myself just in time.

  I shook my head. “I just woke up.” Obviously, I lied. “Actually, I was surprised when I didn’t see you there.” I told him while we’re already walking to go back to our room.

  “Are you really sure?” He still looked so worried.

  I nodded at him. “Why?” Then I asked him, pretending to be innocent. “Was there something I supposed to hear?”

  Alex shook his head. “Nothing.” He said then he looked away.

  “You looked.. pale.” I said while laughing softly. “Have you already seen the ghost in the room?” I jokingly asked.

And suddenly.. he laughed.

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