Accidental Roommates (Inspired by Red, White & Royal Blue)

REGRET (Alex's POV)

Alex’s POV

  I woke up in the bed alone.

I called Henry, but he’s not in the room anymore.

I slowly get up while wondering if where he is.

This is the day I’ll move in to my new room and since we’re both not busy today, I’m hoping that he could help me with my stuffs.

I decided to get out of the room to look for him.

Thinking that he might be in the bathroom, so I went straight there.

  I opened the door, “Henry?” And called his name.

All the people in the bathroom suddenly turned to look at me and they’re all seemed wondering at me.

And I suddenly felt shy because Henry isn’t there.

  “I think.. I saw him at the stairs earlier.” One of them told me. “He’s talking to Marco.” Then he added.

And I suddenly felt that same feeling again everytime I hear Henry is with that Marco.

I suddenly felt as if my heart just stopped from beating and feel like I’m gonna die of jealousy.

I’m scared and so fucking jealous.

After in the bathroom, I went straight to the stairs, hoping to still see Henry there and to take him quickly away from Marco.

But he isn’t there anymore.

That stairs is going up to the second floor and Marco’s room is on that floor.

I walked up the stairs to look for Henry while also hoping at the same time that he’s not there. I’m wishing that he just went out with his other friends, but just.. not with Marco.

When I reached the last step of the stairs, I was so hurt because I immediately saw Henry and I also feel like want to explode in so much anger as I saw him happily chatting with Marco.

I was about to call Henry, but Marco saw me and it happened too fast.. he suddenly kissed Henry.

He maybe did it with the intention to make me feel that he’s better than me.

And what’s even worse and also what hurts me the most.. is to see Henry didn’t stop Marco from kissing him, Henry just let him and it also seems like.. Henry likes it and he even returned Marco’s kiss.

I was so fucking hurt. I want to shout and curse at them, but I also know that.. I don’t have the right.