Accidental Roommates (Inspired by Red, White & Royal Blue)

"He's Mine"

Henry’s POV

  I went straight to the dorm and get into my room right after I left Alex at that storage room and I did nothing but crying and throw things I could reach since I came here and locked myself.

I’m not sure if they can hear me outside, but I don’t give a damn at the moment whether they can hear me or not.

They have no idea if what I’m going through right now, but if they did know.. maybe they would understand why am I acting like this.

What I saw earlier really upsets me and I don’t know how to handle all the emotions I suddenly felt at once.

I’m so mad and so fucking hurt and it’s so hard to think straight.

I’ve always been so jealous of Nicole more than anyone else here. I always worry everytime Alex is with her. Everytime I see them talking, I always feel like want to grab Alex and drag him away from her.

I thought seeing them together while chatting comfortably and happily would be the worst for me, I never expect that I could witness something more worse than that, that’s why when I saw them kissed in front of me.. it literally felt like my whole world suddenly crashed.

It killed me.

The pain is too much and it’s killing me.

But the thought of letting Alex go, the thought of just letting him to be with Nicole, the thought of giving him up to her..

Fuck! That’s killing me more.

  No, you can’t lose him! My heart tells me.

  “I can’t lose him. No, I can’t.” I said to myself while still crying. “I don’t want to lose him. He’s mine.”

I shouldn’t give Alex up without a fight. I must fight for him. We’re together, he’s mine and I want to keep it that way.

So I made up my mind and dried my tears away, then I stood up from sitting on the floor, I’m gonna go out to look for Alex.

I will talk to him already, I will listen to his explanation and will try my best to understand him.

I was ready to leave.

I need to see him right away.

If I need to sit-in on his class just to talk to him immediately, I’d do it.

I just don’t want to give Nicole a chance to steal my boyfriend from me.

No, I will never let her do that.