Tw: sh scars
When koa wakes up first thing he notices that his head is pounding, he drank too much, the second thing he notices is that he's not alone in the bed, this causes panic to rush through him. "Shit" swearing to himself he gets out of bed and looking over at the sleeping kal.
He starts pacing, this isn't how it's supposed to go, not like this his brain repeats, his hands going through his hair pulling it slightly he does this for a bit, then he catches how he looks in the mirror and stops, he hears the bed rustling which causes him to freeze. "Darlin' what're you doin'?" Kal asks concerned, koa looks at him through the mirror, kals covering his neck with his hand. In all his stress it causes koa's knees to give out and he sits down heavily on the floor, "Sorry" that's all he's able to say.
The next thing he knew kal was beside him not in the mirror "what's wrong darlin'?" Koa shuddered at that he'd gotten used to kal calling him that but every so often its voice would come back into his head, "it's silly." Kal just keeps looking at him waiting for koa to answer, the more he looks the more embarrassed koa gets "it's not how I wanted this to go. I didn't want to get drunk and it go like......" he turns to face kal "I wanted it to be special, romantic," Koa hides his face after that "it's so stupid"
"I don' think it's stupid I think it's cute," koa can tell he's smiling at that "why were you staring in the mirror though?"
He didn't expect that question, he looks up at kal in surprise "I.....I haven't really looked at myself with all this.." he gestures to his scars, "sorry."
"A good thing or a bad thing?" Kal asks he seems worried.
"I don't think I like it, it's all bad memories and times" koa answers, to which kal nods at in understanding, kal covered in scars himself, koa finds his own scarf next to him and gently wraps it around kals neck so his arms can rest and they talk.
