SOBRA NOT SAKS
Ryuji
I'll sing for her latur
umayos kayo
Glen
no probs master
Klay
sana daw di magpakita
pinsa mo glen
Craige
suntokan ba mamaya?
Glen
alang change kay ac yon
gaspang ng ugali e
Ryuji
tama 22u
Klay
reresbak naman kami
diba boyz¿
Craige
g lang
Glen
sumbong ko sa tatay nya yon e
Ryuji
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I wonder how falling in love looks like. Iyong tipo na kaya mong isuko ang lahat para sa pagmamahal. Iyong kaya mong gawin lahat para sa taong mahal mo. Tapos, lahat ng pagunawa, pagaalaga, at walang kondisyon na pagmamahal, kaya nyang gawin, kaya nyang ibigay.
I wonder, meron kayang gano'n?
Its funny how I used to think about love. I pictured it as something that is so beautiful, kahit hindi ko iyon naramdaman. I wonder why though. I wonder why I think so beautifully about something I used to see as not for me.
Siguro kasi, maganda naman talaga. Hindi nga lang para sa akin.
I feel like I don't deserve to have beautiful things. Or even feel it. It feels forbidden. It feels like a crime to experience it actually.
I have so many questions. Sobrang dami. Pero saan ako huhugot ng kasagutan? Saan ko makukuha ang sagot na kailangan? Saan? Paano?
Hindi ko alam.
Thats how I used to feel way back then. Pero ngayon, hindi na. Hindi na gano'n kalala.
Paano ba nangyari?
Well, he barged into my life asked me to see him every after school in the garden where we first saw each other. He accompanied me a lot of times. I even cried in front of him. I shared about my personal life to him, even though I never felt comfortable sharing those to anyone, except with Ari.
He climbed the walls I built and successfully see everything right through me. Sa tatag ng pader na itinatag ko para protektahan ang sarili ko, ang damdamin ko. Nariyan sya. He came and smoothly climed those high walls of mine. He was patient. He didn't pressure me.
Basta nalang. Basta nalang akong naging komportable. I opened my mind as well as my heart for him. Matatag pa rin ang pader ko, nakapasok lang sya.
Sana, hindi nya ako gibain sa loob ng pader.
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RomanceAzlen Ryuji Dela Cuesta and Aurora Celestia Vergara (SAKS SERIES #1) Two people bound to fall in love in the most random time of their lives. The journey of their lovestory in which they learn how capable they are of something they believe they're u...
