We found us | Book 1

Girls talk

Evi:
Not much later Alicia is ringing the doorbell.
"Hi!" I greet her and give her a kiss on the cheek.
"Hi, Evi."
"Come in."
I close the door behind her and feel myself getting nervous. "Come, let's go to my room."
She follows me upstairs and once we are both in my room I close the door.
"What did you wanna talk about?"
I sit down on my bed and Alicia does the same.
I play with my fingers and try to swallow the lump in my throat.
"Did you have sex before?" I quickly blurt out and feel my cheeks turn red.
"Yes, sure I had sex before, I'm 22."
She looks at me with a small smile on her face.
"Did you have sex before?"
I shake my head and look at her with a pained face.
"Okay, and you mind, don't you?"
I shrug my shoulders. "I don't know. Ever since I started dating Bill, I'm not sure anymore. It's all so confusing."
Alicia nods understandingly and I see her thinking.
"What have you guys done already?"
For the umpteenth time I feel myself turning bright red.
"Yesterday, uhm, with our mouths.." I say somewhat hesitantly.
"Okay." She says and looks at me.
"And how was it?"
"Better than I could have imagined. Bill is really sweet."
"That's good! Right?" I notice that she doesn't quite understand what the problem is.
"Yes. But-" A sigh leaves my mouth.
"yesterday was really great, but now it doesn't feel quite right anymore. And I don't know why I feel like this. I just don't know how to behave right now."
She nods understandingly.
"I think it will turn out just fine. The first time always gives some mixed feelings."
"And then there's something else..."
"Yes?" She waits patiently until I find the courage to say it.
"He tried with his fingers first, but it didn't work." I stare at my hands.
"Did it hurt?"
I nod. "That's normal, next time it will hurt less or not at all."
I look at her and her calm look calms me.
"I just hate that I don't know what I'm doing, at all. I was just doing something yesterday."
"Men are not that difficult," she reassures me. "did Bill cum?"
I look at her with a small grin, nod and then put my hand over my mouth.
We start laughing and I feel more and more at ease.

We talk for a while and Alicia gives me some tips until it's finally time for her to go home.
Bill will be back home any minute and the bad feeling I had at first has been replaced by a feeling of excitement.
I quickly send Bill a message and decide to take a shower.
When I get out of the shower, I see that I have a message from Bill.

Bill: We just left. I'll be home in half an hour. Your place?
Evi: The back door is open xx

I walk downstairs and see my mom putting the last food on the table. Dad and Nick are already sitting at the table.
I also sit down and serve myself some food.
Mom and dad are busy talking and Nick is busy on his phone.
My thoughts are with Bill and I can't suppress a small smile on my face.

I just put the last bite in my mouth when I see Bill in the garden through the window.
"Mom, can I leave the table?"
"Sure, honey." She says quickly and then continues the conversation with my dad.
I walk towards the hall to go to the back door, but Bill is already waiting for me in the hallway.
I pull him up the stairs and walk into my room.
I close the door behind me and press my lips eagerly to his.
I make myself a little taller by standing on the tips of my toes and wrap my arms tightly around him.
He wraps his arms around my waist and kisses me back.
"How was the studio?" I ask when I stop the kiss.
"Good, all preparations are ready."
"So, you don't have to go to the studio tomorrow?"
"Nope!" He looks at me with a big smile and then pulls me close to him. I press myself against his chest and close my eyes for a moment. I take in his scent and a small sigh leaves my mouth.
"Tom and the rest are going to the club tonight." Bill says somewhat hesitantly. "Maybe we can go too?"
"Sure, I feel like dancing." I look at him with a smile on my face and then press my lips on his.
I slowly let go of him and walk to my closet to choose an outfit. "Pants or dress?"
When Bill doesn't answer, I look at him questioningly, which causes a questioning look back.
"Pants or dress?" I repeat myself.
"Dress." He says quickly and then looks back at his phone. "Put on that blue dress."
He says when he looks at me again.
I get a small grin on my face and then turn around and look for the dress.
Once I've found it, I put it down on the bed and look for matching shoes and jewelry.
"Do you need to change? Or shower?" I ask and dig through my jewelry box, looking for my ring.
"I have to take a quick shower and change my clothes."
I put on my earrings, put on my ring and bracelet and look at him.
"I want to do my make-up quickly, maybe you can go and take that shower? Then we can leave immediately afterwards."
"Good idea." He comes over to me, presses his lips on mine briefly and walks out of the room.
I watch him until I can't see him anymore and gently bite my bottom lip.

I run downstairs and see my dad and Nick watching some game. They are so concentrated that they don't even notice me.
I walk straight to the kitchen where my mom is.
I clear my throat what causes her to look at me.
"You look beautiful, honey."
"Thanks. Uhm, mom?"
"Yes?"
"I have to tell you something."
She turn her head to look at me and stops what she's doing.
"Uhm, I'm dating Bill."
"I already knew." She says with a smile on her face.
"Did Nick tell you?" I ask a little shocked.
She shakes her head. "No, moms just know."
"Can you tell dad?"
"If you want to." She looks at me and I nod.
"Bill is a good guy. Tell him not to worry."
Nick is very protective of me, but my dad is something else. It's a good thing he's always working.