We found us | Book 1

It will be alright

Evi:
Bill is asleep next to me and I sneak out of bed, tiptoeing down the stairs.
I walk through the living room, towards the kitchen to get myself a glass of water.

"Hi."
I turn my head to the sound and see Tom and Leen standing in the living room.
"Hi." I smile back at them and take a big sip from my water, turning away from them.

"Why are you still awake?"
I turn my head again, looking at Tom.
"Where did Leen go?"
"Upstairs. Are you guys okay?"

"Yeah, we are."
"You didn't seem okay."
I look at him and shrug my shoulders.
"We will be, eventually. It's just harder than I thought it would be."

"Why? Why is it hard?"
A chuckle leaves my mouth. How does he not understand that he is the problem? That the fact that we had sex is the problem.
"Uhm," I stammer. "Bill has a hard time letting it go."

"Letting what go?"
"What do you think? I had sex with his brother, remember?"
"Ow, that." Tom scratches his head and looks away.
"Don't worry about it, it will be alright." I sigh and put the empty glass in the sink.

"I should go to sleep, goodnight."
I walk past him, towards the hall, up the stairs.
I walk into Bill's bedroom, quietly. He is sound asleep and I get into bed next to him, snuggling close to him.

I wake up to Bill kissing me on my cheek.
"Morning." He says with a hoarse morning voice as I try to open my eyes.
"Hm, morning."
"I still owe you something." He whispers in my ear, kissing my neck.

I get goosebumps all over my body and open my eyes completely when his hand disappears into my panties.
I press my lips on his, firmly, trying to muffle a moan.

He takes off my panties and kisses his way down.
Another moan leaves my mouth when his tongue genlty licks the exact spot.
I close my eyes and grab onto the sheets, bitting my bottom lip.

I moan, a little to loud and I feel Bill grabbing onto my hips a little harder, trying to keep me from moving as I start to shake while reaching my orgasm.

He places a little kiss on my innertigh and crawls back on top of me, kissing me on the lips.

He gently strokes my cheeks with his thumb and looks into my eyes.
"I love you." I whisper, kissing him back.
"I love you." He whispers back. "I really do."

We lay in bed for a while, not talking, just hugging each other. I wanna stay like this forever, because everything seems perfect right now.

"Maybe we should eat something." Bill says softly. I sigh deeply and look at the alarm clock next to his bed. It's almost 3 in the afternoon and we haven't eating anything today.
"Yeah, in a minute." I say, snuggling a little closer to him, wrapping my arms around him more tightly.

We got up, eventually, and got ready before we got down. I'm wearing a hoodie and sweatpants from Bill, since all I had with me was the dress I was wearing last night.

Brenda:
Nick picked me up to meet his parents. We are driving to his house at this exact moment and I have to say that I'm a little nervous.

I frown my eyebrows when he drives into the street where Bill lives. He didn't mention living close to them or knowing them at all.
He stops in front of the house next to theirs and I look at him questioningly.

"You live next to Bill and Tom?"
"Yes, you know them?"
I realise Nick is Evi's brother and an uneasy feeling overcomes me. The feeling of shame and panic start to overwhelm me.
I'm not ready for this, nor do I want him to know what I did to his sister.

"I don't feel so good, can you please take me home?"
"What's wrong?"
"Just take me home, please. I wanna go home."

Bill:
I look at Evi as she is eating her late lunch, or should I call it an early dinner at this point, and get a little smile on my face.
For a moment everything feels perfect, like nothing happened at all.

"I thought you guys would never get out of that room." Tom jokes around as he walks into the kitchen.
"Where is Leen?" I ask him, ignoring what he just said.

"She had to work."
I nod, looking at Evi again, watching closely how she reacts to his presence.
"I'm meeting Andreas in an hour, you wanna come?"

I look at Evi, who gives me a quick look and shrugs her shoulders.
"No, maybe next time."
"Okay, I'm gonna take a shower. Just so you know." He walks away from us, dissapearing into the hall and closing the door behind him.

"I think I could use a shower as well." Evi says. "And I need to change clothes."
"I think you look hot in these." I say with a grin on my face and put a little kiss on her lips.
She kisses me back, leaning in to me.

"But seriously," She says after she stopped the kiss. "I should really go home."
"Hm, I don't want you to go. Can I come with you?"
She shakes her head. "No, I still have to tell my parents first."

"Okay," I sigh deeply. "come back here when you are ready. My parents aren't home tonight."
"Okay, I'll come back after dinner."

I press my lips on hers, firmly and I leave them there for a few seconds, not ready to let go.