Wild Series #1: 69

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I spend months with Elly. We fuck whenever we want. Hindi ko rin naman siya pinababayaan. I gave what she needs. I pay for her tuition, gave her needs and let her enjoy life.

Hindi ko namamalayan, unti-unti ko na siyang nagugutuhan. I don't know when it started. Noong gabi na magkita kami, sex lang ang gusto ko sa kaniya but hearing her story, parang gusto ko nalang siyang alagaan. She don't deserve those painful memories from his on fucking family. Parang gusto ko nalang siyang protektahan sa lahat. Gusto ko na lagi akong nasa tabi niya, lalo na kapag kailangan niya ng kausap.

Her story inspires me to be a lawyer someday. Gusto ko na ako mismo ang abogado na maglalaban ng kaso niya laban sa Papa, Tito at sa lintik na Dwayne na iyon. Bumili rin ako ng lupa sa Siargao para magtayo ng cafe so we will have money from my business. May pera naman ako dahil I have my share in my friend's company. Gusti ko lang talagang magpalago ng pera para may pera akong panustos sa aming dalawa ni Elly. I need to also save money for our future. Ayaw kong mapunta ulit siya sa hirap. Being poor or having enough money is fine but who wouldn't want to be wealthy? Gusto kong ibigay ang lahat kay Elly.

Lahat ibinigay ko sa kaniya. My love, attention, time, care, money, and many more. I don't mind what I gave because she deserve those. Wala ang Mom niya here sa Philippines and it's like she was silently abandom by her own mother. Her father raped her and she do not have family after what her own family did to her. Panay kong nababanggit sa mga kapatid ko si Elly and they are curious kung ano nga bang itsura, attutude and behavior ng taong kinikwento ko. They want to meet her so bad. Then called us, inviting us in Alabang.

Sobrang saya ko ng iparamdam nina Mom na mahal nila si Elly. Tinanggap nila ng buo si Ellise ng hindi jinajudge kung saan ba siya galing at sino ba talaga ito. They treat her like our own family. My girl already has her Mom and Dad, which are my own parents. Ang mga kapatid ko, napaka lapit sa kaniya, lalo na sina Kiara at Kira. They always ask me na kailan ulit kami pupunta sa Alabang.

I don't believe in falling in love to a woman in the first meeting but it's what happened to Elly and I. We just met in the club but I think, that night, I already fall for her. It's cringe, yes, but you can't blame me, I really love her.

She's talkative but not always dahil mas inuuna niya ang pag-aaral. She's too serious in studying that inspires me also to study hard. Kung minsan, may nababanggit siya na gusto niya, paborito niya at mga hindi pa niya nararanasan. Lahat ng tungkol sa kaniya, pasikreto kong inilalagay sa note app ko. Unti-unti ko siyang tila ba pinag-aaralan at kinakabisa. Ang attitude niya, maging ang behavior niya. She's talkative, friendlu, sweet and easygoing. I love her when she look serious, studying.

Before we went to Bataan, I have an engagement ring in my pocket. Nagsulat din ako ng letter for her dahil hindi ako vocal na tao. Hindi ko alam kung kaya ko bang sabihin sa kaniya ang lahat ng gusto kong sabihin.

"Are you crying?" Bigla nalang sumulpot si Knight dito sa unit ko.

"Hey!" pinunasan ko ang luha ko. "'Wag ka na basta-basta sumusulpot dito sa unit ko. Alam mo namang dito na nakatira si Elly."

"Answer me, bro. Why are you crying? Is everything okay? You can tell me what's the problem and I will listen." He's worried.

"I'm fine." tugon ko. "It's just that I am writing a letter for my girl. I will ask her if I can court her."

"You love her."

"I really do." sabi ko ng may ngiti sa labi. "You know I been through a lot and now, I have Elly na. She changed me. She made me strong and inspires me to continue my life no matter how hard it is."

"I'm happy for you, bro."

When we went to Bataan, I ask her to be his suitor but ended up her, being my gurlfriend. She look so lovely. Ang ganda-ganda ni Leivi. She's beautiful inside and out. She has the perfect face and body. Tingin ko, perfect siyang tao kahit sabi ng nakararami ay walang perpekto. Ang talino niya, purisigido na makamit ang mga pangarap niya, maganda, mabait and higit sa lahat, mapagmahal siya.