~Hate to love~ Leah Williamson

Everythings about her

'Miley I'm scared'

Is all Leah can reply what is she scared of though.

'What are you scared of?'

I genuinely wanna know.

'Jordan.'

For fuck sake.

'Can't something be about me and you for a second you always need to talk about her it's like everything's about her I've given up on trying to love you right now Leah, you've lost me for good now.'

I get up and walk downstairs without anymore contact with Leah, as I get downstairs Katie greets me with a hug and whispers in my ear.

'Where have you been'

I can't be arsed with saying Leah's name right now.

'I went to..'

The doorbell cuts me off, finally the pizzas are here, I go to the door to be met with a old man, I just take the pizzas of him quickly and close the door.

I go to the room and give the girl there pizzas, I eat a couple slices before I hear footsteps coming downstairs. I don't bother looking at her, she comes and sits with Jordan, I see her hand take a slice of pizza and I decide we should all watch a movie to calm down.

They all agree and we finally agree on scream 5, everyone is cuddled up but me I'm sat in the corner with my own blanket with my arms folded obviously not wanting to cuddle anyone.

The movie end and we all agree we're having a massive sleepover with us all downstairs, I go get everyone pillows and they all lay down next to each-other. I lay near no one across the room all by myself just looking at the ceiling while everyone is asleep I can hear some rustling now and then but I know no one is awake.

I feel a body lay down next to me well 2 bodies, I swear to god if this is Leah and Jordan, I look next to me to see Katie and Caitlin Katie smiles at me softly basically saying this is what best mates do.

The next morning

I wake up before anyone else and I decide to be nice and make breakfast for all of them, pancakes should do, I get to work and I hear footsteps behind me. I turn around thinking it's Katie but it's not it's Leah, I quickly turn back around making pancakes again, she decides not to talk to me well it is for the best.

The pancakes are ready after like an hour and all the girls are awake by now talking about how much of a headache they've got. I walk in taking some pancakes and go back to get the rest, they all thank me while eating.

They all decide to go home after breakfast but Jordan, of course, I get my running shoes on, my first run since I've got stabbed.

I run for about an hour before returning home, I realise Jordan's gone home because her car is not in the drive way. I sit down on the sofa and soon enough I see Leah come in and sit down on the sofa as well.

'Will you just fucking leave me alone'

I say while getting up with no emotions, harsh I know but she deserves it, I get to my room and put my phone on charge then finally fall asleep.

5 days later

We're on the bus ready to have a friendly against Bayern Munich I'm sat next to Katie and Katie is sat at window seat like always, we're sat at the back just talking I keep catching myself zoning out and looking at Leah.

'You've got your eye on her.'

I hear Katie whisper in my ear. I don't like having feelings for her again so I'm blocking them out once again.
I'm seeing Stanway today let's just say we have some chemistry.

We finally arrive to the stadium and do our little thing of going on the pitch before the game, I'm met by Georgia running up to me, I put my arms out telling her to jump into them and she does then we hug for quite a while.

'I've missed you Miley..'

Is all she says before hugging me again, I make her put her head up to look at me for my response.

'I've missed you too G'

She points to something in the distance and I look to be met with Leah's jealous eyes, she just rolls them and goes back to Jordan.

'What's up with her'

'No clue G'

I answer honestly she's not meant to like me she's got a girlfriend right now.
I let Georgia down from the hug since it's time to go into the changing rooms, as soon as I return Katie pulls me aside for a second.

'What is up with you and Georgia your hugging each-other like there's no tomorrow'

I've never told anyone about this but Katie is my best mate right so I might as well tell her.

'You know I talked a private little thing I'm not gonna say it was a relationship cause it wasn't really, well the person that I had that little thing was with Georgia we just stoped it because of the long distance. You can tell she still likes me but I don't really like her yeah she's sweet but I can't deal with love right now.'

I'm saying the total truth I had a little thing with Georgia when we was younger that we don't talk about together or with teammates.

Katie's PoV:

Wow just wow I never expected that with Miley, I know she slept with a lot of girls but she I wouldn't expect her to have a little thing with one she would just fuck them and leave them heartbroken I know that because half of our teammates have been heartbroken by her.

I can tell Miley's getting worse again she's pushing everyone away again thats why I was surprised she hugged Georgia, I'm surprised she's talking to me right now. All she's been doing at training these past 3 days is getting someone hurt then getting kicked out of training to go and train by herself. She's been getting angry with everyone, not letting anyone in and getting very aggressive when someone tries to talk to her when she's angry like pushing them out the way not too physical though just shouting.

She's also not been talking to Leah once again, everyone time Leah tried to talk to her Miley will get aggressive or just roll her eyes so Leah's just given up by now, the most common thing Miley's been saying to everyone is 'just fucking leave it mate I'm alright' but she isn't alright well I know she isn't she's getting angrier and angrier and more agitated, she lashed out at the team the other day and now no one likes her just me and Leah I think.

She said something on the lines of 'your all shit' I know it was harsh but everyone deserved it they wasn't passing her the whole training session when they know very well she's better then all of us.
I just don't want Miley to ruin her career.

Miley's PoV:

We won the match it was an easy win 4-0 to us me scoring 3 goals out of the four and Alessia scoring the other.