~Hate to love~ Leah Williamson

Leave then

It's been months since me and Leah have been back in the uk since that..moment let's say. I'm still living with Leah and Tyler but I've become more distant with my mental health getting worse. I can feel it that Leah is gonna confront me about it soon.

I go downstairs looking at my phone scrolling on TikTok liking the occasional videos and pics.

'Hey Miley what you doing'

I ignore her not wanting to talk. I sit on the sofa and stroke Tyler when he comes on my lap. I keep scrolling now on insta likings girls pics.

'Miley what the fuck is wrong with you, you've become distant again, you can't keep doing this'

What does she mean I can't do it.
I can.
I will.

'Fucking answer me.'

She raises her voice slightly at me. I look up from my phone unbothered.

'Why do u wanna know'

Is all I say the coldness in my voice.

'Because I care for you Miley'

'Bullshit Leah no one does'

I keep scrolling on my phone.

'Your so fucking annoying'

What does she mean she's the one begging the answer out of me.

'So?'

I've had enough of her bullshit already.

'Miley I'

'Will you fucking just leave it, I don't wanna talk that the end, I can leave if you want I've still got that apartment'

I cut her off, I don't care about her bullshit anymore I know she won't kick me out. She doesn't have the guts.

'Leave then.'

She says not looking at me, cold as ever, taking after me. Well I didn't expect that but I don't answer.

I go upstairs and pack my stuff, on the way out I take Tyler and get my car keys. I look at Leah for the last time and give her a little nod before leaving the door, I drive to my old apartment and unpack my clothes still not processing what's happened yet. I mean I don't really care. Do I? No of course I don't I'm Miley.

This is more time to focus on myself and be the better version without any turn down.

~The next day at training~

I slide tackle Leah straight to the ground.

'You little fucking bitch.'

What the fuck, who does she think she is calling me that, she's the bitch.

'Yeah what you gonna do about it, pussy.'

To my surprise she pushes me to the floor, a bit bold to do, I never knew little Leah was capable of that. I push her back once I get up to the floor and she goes down hard.

'My office now girls'

Is all I hear from Jonas before Leah starts making her way.
Shit.

'What if your problems girls, you keep getting into fights.'

Jonas says breaking the silence as soon as he closes the door.

'Leah's just being a bitch.'

I scoff and giggle slightly knowing that's gonna piss off Leah.
I have my iconic smirk on my face.

'Just because you said that Miley the team is going on a bonding night and I better get pictures of you and Leah together.'

He obviously didn't like the sarcastic comment, I look at Leah with pure hate in my eyes.

~4 hours later~

We're at the club for this team bonding night and I have no clue where leah is, we're meant to be taking a picture together.
I look around for her and finally spot her kissing Jordan in the corner, it's not a normal kiss there all over each other.
What. The. Fuck.

I feel slightly jealous, I don't know why.
I don't like her anymore.
I'm in the corner watching you kiss her and I'm right over, why can't you see me. I gave you my all but you just keep falling for her. I'll stay by myself. My heads spinning around in circles. So far away but still so near. You don't see me standing here. I just came to say goodbye.

I can't stop myself, I go over to them and the look on Jordan's face. I give them both a stern look.

'Can I talk to you'

I say to Leah and she nods. I take her to the bathroom so we can't be heard.
As soon as I close the door I throw her against the wall.

'Your such a bitch yk that right, making out with an abuser'

She looks at me shocked and abit hurt, I know I shouldn't of done that it was quite..mean but why should I care.

'What the..'

She says slurring her words, fuck she's drunk like major drunk, this won't be good to deal with. I look at her with apologies in my eyes but I quickly snap out of it going back to my cold gaze.
I walk over to her.

'You realise you was just kissing someone that used to abuse you right.'

I look down on her using my 2 inches to the advantage.

'She's changed Miley why can't you get th'

I put my hand on her mouth cutting her off pressing down abit hard.

'No no Leah you need to get she's done it multiple times and will do it again.'

She look at me stern. I'm just telling the truth.
I walk abit closer to her our body's now pressed together. I bend down and whisper in her ear.
I could be a better girlfriend then her.

An: sorry I've been inactive guys