The only boy I can't have

Luke

I fucked up.

I know that was pretty obvious but seriously i FUCKED up. Not just with Eleanor but in multiple ways.

If I hadn't of told Jacob about the tiny interaction I had with Eleanor maybe I wouldn't be hauling Jacob's drunk battered arse back to the hockey house.

30 minutes before
I needed to get Jacob out of here before he got to drunk. Well I'm pretty sure we were past that stage since he sprinted out the house to stacies and I was in shock at what I had heard and seen that I just stood there for 10 minutes until Lola shouted down the stairs "piss off you perv"

The sound of Eleanor weeping rang through my brain over and over.

Jacob was nowhere to be seen. I checked everywhere - i checked stacies before he got there - according to this sophomore called Tony, Jacob had mercilessly attacked the liquor draw and many of the boys joined him. Twats. I'd have to talk to them about that.

My phone wrang about 2 hours into the search from Benji saying that he had turned up at stacies and was now squaring up to the biggest tallest guy in the bar. Jacob's 6'2 and I'm 6'5 pretty tall but when I tell you this man was a giant.

"fuck I am so sorry he's had a really shit day" The tyrant rolled his eyes and sat back down as though Jacob had never said that he wanted to pull his ears off and then feed it too him.

Current

Dragging him up to my bedroom I plonked him in my kind sized bed which he took all of the space up.

I let out a sigh and fell on the spare mattress I put on my floor as soon as I got back after the break - I knew Jacob would be spending a lot of time here this year.

Fuck our match was tomorrow.

It was an easy team but still coach would not be happy. He was only a 5'7 bald man but my god was he fucking scary.

Rolling restlessly on the mattress I picked up my phone
One new message

ELEANOR- fucking traitor
Sent 9:34 pm

ME - I'm so sorry - Jacob's with me if you were wondering.
Sent 2:23 am

Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck