I stood opposite Luke who looked even more gorgeous when he was uncomfortable (ew that's weird stop that!)
All 6'5 of him looked rather scared of only 5'5 of me as he rubbed his hand against the back of his head repeatedly and then dragged one of his giant hands through his gorgeous brown locks.
"Shit I'm not good with feelings beautiful" his deep husky voice sent a wave of pleasure through my body
"Don't call me that I'm not your beautiful" I retorted waggling my finger in his face to which he replied with a soft chuckle.
"I know" he said softly
" I just want you to know that I am here for you and I am proud of how far you have come it was brave of you to open up to me and I don't want you to regret it. In fact, I want you to do it more."
Luke finished with a deep breath and cupped my chin. I thought my heart was going to beat out of my chest as my knees went weak.
Luke licked his bottom lip as he stroked my jaw and I stared in awe of his plump lips.
Fuck my life I wanted to kiss his face off.
He was always so quiet and moody I didn't think he even had feelings let alone sympathetic ones towards me.....
His ridiculously deep voice broke the calm sexual silence "No fuck I've got to go" he stepped back with a disgusted look across him face shaking his head and backing away.
"Wait you don't have to go I don't understand" I said the hurt clear in my voice.
"No we can't be more than friends no not even friends okay?" He backed up bashing into plants and bags.
Luke gave me one last lustful look before creasing his eyebrows and slamming the door.
My breathing became panicked, Bile rose to my throat.
******
"I'm sorry I'm so sorry" I cried to Lola as she held my hair back over the sink - I know gross.
"Babe for the 5th and final time you have nothing to be sorry about okay?" She rubbed my back.
Lola wasn't as good as Luke was.
"He is a twat with clearly a teeny weeny dick with the way he's acting"
I wiped my mouth on my sleeve and pushed myself up onto the counter and wiped my eyes.
Luke walker was the last person I would waste my tears on.
He was cold and mean and rude and so gorgeous and kind...
NO
STOP IT ELEANOR
He is obnoxious and rude and I want nothing to do with him.
AUTHORS NOTE
Sorry it is so short!!
What do you think of the way Luke is acting?
As always please comment and vote and tell me what's good and what's not xxxx
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The only boy I can't have
Roman d'amourafter struggling immensely with her mental health through high school, Eleanor wills sees college as her fresh start with her best friend by her side - what could go wrong? Luke walker, destined for the NHL didn't do relationships but seeing his be...
