Oh my god!
Why had I just turned down the most handsome kind beautiful boy standing in my kitchen?
I had loved him ever since I was little and thought this day would never come.
But it did.
And I fucked it up.
Hearing the door slam after I had done a panicked run to my room I screamed into my pillow and tears ran down my face.
3 hours later I heard the door open - was it luke?
Would he give me another chance? More of a reason to hurt our loved ones?
"Honey I'm homeeee" Lola sang leaning against the door frame.
"How was the interview girl!" I sniffed trying to hide the fact I had been weeping over a boy.
"Omg babe! What's wrong" she ran over to my bed and jumped in as I told her everything.
Lola was a great listener and heard every word I said nodding her head and pulling a disgusted face at all the correct times.
" and you see the worst thing is he is the only boy I can't have" I wailed
"Oh doll c'mere" she pulled me into a Jacob style hug making me cry even more.
"I think - Jacob isn't here, you should see where it goes - if it's nothing and it fizzles out fine whatever, but I think you will regret it if you don't" I nodded at her kindly given advice and picked up my phone to message Luke.
My phone vibrated in my hand just as I was doing so.
LUKE ❤️ - friends?
Sent 05:19pm
My heart shattered.
But it was my own fault really.
ME - yep x
Sent 05:20pm
LUKE ❤️ - hey I wanna take you somewhere - not a date - just some place I think you would like
Sent 05:20pm
ME - I would love that xx
Sent 05:21pm
LUKE ❤️- tomorrow at 9pm?
Sent o5:21pm
ME - 👍🥰
Sent 05:22 pm
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My heart was pounding against my chest and I was almost certain it would break free.
Nerves racked through my body as I waited anxiously for the text to say he was outside.
I know I know it's not a date. But still. I was about to hang out with Luke walkers and I'm pretty sure that would make any girl quiver in their boots.
Knock knock.
It was time!
I opened the door to a handsome brown haired 6'5 ice hockey player and I could barely hide my grin.
He wore baggy pants and an oversized black T-shirt with 'Taylor college ice hockey' in the corner.
Luke was too die for.
"Hey" I said softly going on my tiptoes to plant a wet kiss on his cheek.
"How are you beautiful? I bought these to brighten up the living room" he winked handing me the most stunning bouquet of baby's breath - my favourite flower
"Aww Luke these are beautiful thank you so much!" I ushered him in as I prepared a vase.
He looked around awkwardly clearing his throat.
"So where's Lola?" He asked gruffly.
"Job interview - shoe shop apparently didn't appreciate her wearing a pair of brand new converse during her shift and then 'accidentally' taking them home." I giggled at the memory.
Luke threw his head back and laughed in the beautiful sexy way he did.
"So - should we get going?" Luke asked rubbing the back of his neck as he did so.
I nodded and I practically floated out the door.
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The only boy I can't have
Roman d'amourafter struggling immensely with her mental health through high school, Eleanor wills sees college as her fresh start with her best friend by her side - what could go wrong? Luke walker, destined for the NHL didn't do relationships but seeing his be...
