The only boy I can't have

Luke

The atmosphere in the changing room after winning a game was unmatched yet I felt empty.

I looked over at Jacob and he smiled with all the boys but I could tell he felt just as shit as I did. Well for him - more ways then one - he was nursing a severe hangover all day.

My mind went straight to Eleanor.

How I betrayed her.

I can't shake the image of her 5'5 tiny self looking up at me with her piercing emerald eyes filled with tears - but these were angry tears. She bashed her small fits against my chest but soon fell into holding onto me.

I wanted to stay like that for ever.
I wanted to scoop her up and protect her from all the bad things in the world

She was at the game today as gorgeous as ever. Her blonde hair with her beach waves and how her long sleeved black top and grey joggers that complimented her figure in a respectful way.

When we made eye contact it felt as though the world was in slow motion. Nobody mattered other than us.

"Dude come on we need to get back to get the party started" my good friend Kyle sucked me out of my day dream and bought me back to the loud reality of the changing rooms.

"What you said to her wasn't okay dude." I turned to Jacob

"I know man. I know" he sighed

It was going to be a long fucking night.

*******

All the furniture had been pushed against the walls creating a dance floor. We had 2 rookies in the kitchen serving the drinks and 2 on the door making sure the party doesn't get too big

Loud music channeled through the house DOONCE
DOONCE
DOONCE
and I could of sworn the walls were shaking.

The flashing lights hurt my eyes as I drank my Coke Zero "sulking" as my teammates would say.

I sat on the sofa and suddenly Kelly the head cheerlead was on my lap.

Not to sound like a dick. But we fucked often because she was easy. A mutual booty call I guess but I wants in the mood tonight.

My mind just went straight to Eleanor, pushing Kelly off I squeezed my way through the crowd to Benji who was on his 7th shot.

"Bro maybe you should slow down a bit" he ignored me and continued. "don't even I've been trying all night" Jacob sighed. We leant against the wall in defeat. I'm assuming he wasn't drinking as much as he normally does due to the events of last night but I didn't ask. I could tell he was thinking about something. "Thanks for telling me" he turned to me "I know we fought but I needed to know" I shook my head signalling it was nothing.

I did not want to be here.

I wanted to be anywhere else until

"Bro what the fuck why is Eleanor and Lola here"

Turning to the door my jaw dropped in awe. Eleanor wore this tight grey play suit with the buttons undone down to her boobs that were bursting out her top. She wore black wash jeans and a leather jacket sitting on top of her shoulders. Her blonde hair was pin straight and her eyelashes looked longer than usual. I looked at her plump juicy lips and it sent a pang straight down me to my dick.

Fuck she was hot

I followed an angry Jacob into the crowd. Her feisty friend Lola who I'm sure he has a thing for smirked at him. She too looked nice in a pink corset top and leather skirt.

"What the fuck are you doing here dressed like that!" He exlaimed. Eleanor ignored him and smiled at me "like what" she said maintaining eye contact with me. My heart was beating hard against my chest. "You have to leave what the fuck is wrong with-"

"Jacob let them stay a bit" I said to him putting the back of my hand on his chest. "You have only had a couple of shots you can keep a close eye okay?" He began to protest furiously but i steered him away.

I watched Eleanor strut around the room. She as stunning sexy and gorgeous. I got a semi just looking at her.

We made eye contact across the room. I rose my coke at her and she rose her shot to me. Fuck my life.

Kyle grabbed my shoulder breaking my concentration. "Captain please do a shottttttt"
He drawled dragging me to the table making me lose sight of her. "No Kyle for fuck sake go get laid or something" he held his hand to his heart and fell back like he had been shot "ouch"
He screeched. I rolled my eyes. What a jar.

Lola and Jacob were in a deep conversation staring into each others eyes. You cannot convince me they are not in love.

It had been about 20 minutes when I last saw Eleanor - I kept being dragged into conversations and every place I looked she was nowhere.

SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS

Oh no.

I spotted the top of her blonde hair grinding against some random sleazy guy with his hangs around her waist. She did shot after shot after shot and I only managed to get through the crowd by the time she had done her last on. The guy she was with reached for her wrist and she flinched.

Yep fun time was over.

"Fuck off you creep" I said to the guy who went to argue but looked at all 6'5 of me compared to all 5'11 of him and held his greasy hands up in defeat.

I looked at the petite blondes hand I was holding. She was so out of it - her head was swaying from the back to the right letting out a high pitched giggle mixed with hiccups.

"What are you doing beautiful" my voice sounded huskier than I intended.

" you can take me home now lukey pls and thank you" she smile up at me scrunching her button nose.

Yep that's exactly what I was planning on doing beautiful.

Jacob was still in deep conversation with Lola.
"Man Eleanor is a little tipsy" he stood up winding his head round "she's fine she's just behind me I'll take her to the hockey house to watch over her " I told him

"No I can't ask you to do that" he started "you aren't asking I'm offering - you just make sure Lola gets home safe ok? Keys?" He nodded and through me his house keys while stroking Lola's leg up and down

"Lukey are we going home" the blond I was holding in my ear arm hiccuped.

"Yes yes we are beautiful we just need to get in the truck"

she tried to get into the truck whist I was fiddling with my keys but fell down and landed flat on her bum. I opened the door and picked her up like a baby and buckled her in tightly.

"No escaping" I said sternly to which she giggled in reply shaking her from side to side.

She crawled up into a ball and started snoring. Well more just little gasps every so often. I felt a smile tug at my lips as I looked down at her. She was so fucking adorable.

This was bad. But I liked it.

AUTHORS NOTES
In the next part you will see E open up to L about her past so TRIGGER WARNING
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