DRUGS AND LOVE || Hyunlix

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                               𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐜

"...eryone can jo..." "...n just one mon..." "...es!" "...Jin? ...unjin? ...ey!"

"HWANG HYUNJIN!" Female teacher yelled, making male jump up from his seat. "Are you with us?!" She asked firmly.

Probably not.

"Any progress on your painting?" She asked and moved towards Hyunjin's canvas, taking a look. She nodded to herself and continued. "Exhibition is in one month, i repeat. I want every painting to get attention. We want people to adore your work, stay to stare at painting for hours okay?!" She said, encouraging her students so they would work hard for exhibition.

let's put everything out for a second. Hyunjin couldn't really concentrate on his canvas, glancing over Seungmin time by time. they haven't talked since the morning. not just Hyunjin but latter was distant to everyone. 

"Seungminnie, we're planning to hangout at park this evening, wanna come?' Yeji asked him with a soft tone. Seumgin didn't even look up from his canvas, just shook his head and got back on mixing paintings together. Ginger looked back and Hyunjin and whisper-yelled. "he said no, i told you!" male sighed and rolled his eyes, whispering back. "ask him again, silly!"

"actually, we wanted to go to arcade games if you're-" "No, Yeji... i'm busy, i have things to do, i have painting to work on. ask somebody else okay?" male interruped, glancing at Yeji to make sure she listened to every word he said. 

Hyunjin saw how upset his dear friend looked. he blamed himself for being so selfish and never understanding and listening to his needs. Seungmin's dark orbs spoke it all. like a puppy wanting attention from his owner and making those doe sparkly eyes from sadness to get his attention.

he spent almost  5 hours in studio, even when everyone left. he didn't really spent much time on painting, instead he made small sketches, tidy up the room and organize some brushes and extra paint cubes on shelves. instead of tiying up his thoughts he cleaned up room, telling himself it helped. but all he thought about was him. Hyunjin.

you don't know how many times his friends or even he told himself to forget him. to be friends and not ruin things. not ruin their friendship. but how? 

how when he was the only person who he felt calm with? when he was only person he could be himself with? it's so hard for him. he wanted to confess but how? it was actually getting hard to hold these feelings by himself for years. maybe he'll actually confess; someday.

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"come on! let me win!" Sana yelled at Niki for million times, just to get sarcastic laugh back from younger. Hyunjin watched his girl having fun with younger friends. he didn't felt any butterflies but seeing her happy, brought joy to him too.

he got up from bench and walked towards the two. "now, what's happening little Nishimura?" Hyunjin asked with smirk. "not letting girl have her victory hm?" he said with grin and grabbed another ball and threw it in basket in first try. "this one's for you." he murmured to Sana and ruffled her hair.

Niki glanced over Beomgyu and smirked. "Hey, donkey! this one's for you!" he shouted and smashed ball onto wall instead of basket, almost breaking the machine. Hyunjin let out heartly laugh and clapped his hands. "He felt so confident!" Sana giggled too and grabbed her phone, taking video of how Hyunjin laughed and teased Niki for not throwing ball normally.

Yeji sat onto bench, watching her friends have fun. she smiled to herself, getting little bit emotional from seeing them being so happy and attached to their friendship. her heart hurted for Seungmin. he's the part of the group and knowing he was alone somewhere by himself... it hurt.