DRUGS AND LOVE || Hyunlix

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"Whatever it is. I know i can try it." He said firmly. "At least try it." Blonde said hesitantly.

Jisung sipped on coffee and put it down on the bench, staring out into green trees. "I believe in you."

Felix glanced at male and asked, his voice vulnerable and soft. "What if i can't make it? What if i... Go back to do this stuff?"

Latter looked at male with genuine trust in his expression. "There's no way you'll go back if you try your hardest."

"Ask Hyunjin to help you, ask your friends to support you through it." Felix huffed and murmured. "I just the stuff i do... And did kind of... ashamed me." Felix whispered.

"Which part of it ashamed you?" Jisung asked, making Felix get lost in his thoughts. "The more i think about others... what they think of me, the obligation to do what i promised others... What they think of me, just everything." He sighed deeply.

"But, ugh... He's stupid." Felix sipped his coffee and frowned, his lips pouted. Jisung couldn't help but chuckle. "Who, Hyunjin? Why?"

Felix's eyes softened, he murmured quietly, not wanting others to hear him. "He's just too... Childish. I'm so tired..."

"Tired's better than being wasted, you're doing good trust me, you're not rotting in cigarette smell these days." Jisung said proudly, making Felix chuckle dryly.

"Gotta go." Felix said lazily, rubbing his eyes. Jisung nodded. "You're free to go. See you later." They waved and Felix walked back towards Hyunjin's place.

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When Felix got back, he walked towards Hyunjin's bedroom where he kept his cigarettes hidden, he grabbed one and started looking for lighter which as he knew Hyunjin always had on windowshelf.

He started looking for it, slowly turning frustrated. "Where the fuck..." He muttered, his movements almost too aggressive now.

He heard sudden door closing sound and turned to the side where he heard sound from. He cursed under his breath and quickly went back to his mattresses, hiding pack there.

"I'm home!" Hyunjin exclaimed when he didn't see male anywhere. Felix walked down the stairs lazily and frowned when he saw stack of files Hyunjin was holding. "Everything okay?" He asked, sitting down on armchair.

Hyunjin nodded and his smile widened. "Look what i got." He said, giggling a little. Felix rolled his eyes.

Hyunjin pushed Felix away so he could sit on armchair too, it was big enough to at least hold half of their bodies.

He pulled out one of the papers and showed it to Felix. "There, look at it. It's- i talked to one of our collage's staff today and y'know, i thought you would like it."

Felix read paper and glared at Hyunjin, his voice disappointed and probably offended."why would i like that?"

Hyunjin's smile faded slightly. "Hey... It's... It's just work okay? You're gonna be cleaner at out collage, i promise payments gonna be amazing, you'll like it." He said encouragingly.

Felix huffed and threw paper on Hyunjin's lap, pulling out his phone to start scrolling in it. "Bullshit." Hyunjin's face fell. "Hey... Imagine, you'll have your own money."

When Hyunjin didn't get answer back, he sighed and tried different way. "Look, you can buy your own clothes then, food, you can buy some materials, for shower and stuff... Maybe for items you really like too, i- i don't mean bad ones." Hyunjin added and touched Felix's knee, trying to get him to talk.