DRUGS AND LOVE || Hyunlix

ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴡᴏʀᴅs ғᴀɪʟ

after running away from the only place he could stay in, Felix ended up in bar, the amount of money he stole from Jun wasn't enough, but enough to buy at least one glass of tequila. he took cup from bartender and sipped it slowly, he was zoned out. completely. he was moving his right leg left to right anxiously.

his face was unreadable, eyes slightly wide from how zoned out he was. and for first time in his life, he had nowhere to go.

"hey cutie, you look so lonely." man, slightly overweighted and quite sweaty moved closer, sitting on barstool next to boy, his breath filled with alcohol filling Felix's nostrills.

Felix ignored man at first. it was always like this, someone would talk to him, make him feel special, fuck him, use him and go. he wasn't on mood for a quick fuck right now.

"did somebody reject you or?" man said, calling bartender to order one more for blonde. Felix calmly played with glass, like man infront of him didn't even exist. but curiosity got best of him. he wanted to know what older wanted from him, what part was he about to compliment.

"just looking for place to stay at." he murmured, his voice deeper than usual. stranger was little bit startled from sudden conversation but smiled. "i could do that... my son is almost same age as you." "how do you know how old i am?" he asked, getting chuckle by man who took another glass from bartender, pushing it against Felix's. "this generation is all the same, of course i know. you could use his room, he's on holidays from school."

"pedo" blonde's voice was barely audible as he whispered that. man smiled to himself and tapped blonde on shoulder before pointing at man in corner, who was staring at them with burning eyes. "you see him? yeah him. he just opened his work... needs boys like you there."

Felix glanced at man in corner, he stared at those untrusted eyes. he quickly looked away and saw how stranger moved away too. "payment is normal, everything's at your pace" he said and clicked his glass to Felix's and said small 'cheers' before drinking. Felix did same and downed whole glass in one gulp, he breathed out and wiped his mouth away, liquid burning his insides quickly.

"think about it." older said and got up, he pointed at someone to move. Felix looked up at him with confused frowned expression and slowly his eyes started to blur, world slowly spinning around him.

"oh fuck... not again." he whined quietly and sat up from chair, he stumbled but before he could think, he felt those disgusting hands around him, he cursed at himself. "at least take me somewhere where i can shower after..." he mumbled half awake at this point.

the drunk man and that stranger in corner dragged Felix from bar and doors closed.

Felix leaned against wall next to entrance and held his hand up to sign them to stop. "i don't have anything... just some cents in my pocket, i fucking swear." he panted. why did he always ended up in places where he couldn't even ask for help, because every asshole here was same?

he looked around, seeing that he was close to main road but his legs gave up. alcohol wasn't that bad right? he was doing alright just seconds ago...

just one unfocused move and you're fucked...

that's what Jun would say whenever they were going to dangerous places. maybe Felix didn't listen to him since he was too stubborn... too stubborn to even ask for help right now.

he felt hands in his pockets, in inappropriate places and his mind went blank. blank for a moment before he heard blurred voices from everywhere. were they from his mind or in reality?

he looked up and saw two? maybe three figures? he blinked few times before one of them started moving closer to him, they were holding hands in air, as in defense?