Scared to love

Chloë's POV

"By the way guys", I say after hugging them, "is it you guys that gave me equal amounts of money?" "We owed you", Matthew shrugs. "You didn't have to", I reply. "We paid the apartment with all three of us, it's not fair that we expected you to pay everything here alone and certainly not for four people instead of three", Jake says. "We're really sorry Chloë", Dakota adds. "I know, I'm sorry too, I shouldn't have lashed out like that", I respond. "Even though it was a little scary, I'm glad you did", Matthew states. "Are you really that scared of me? I scared you yesterday and today too", I ask him. "You're scary mad because you rarely get mad and today you were shaking like crazy, I thought you were going to die on us", he murmurs. "I've looked death a few times in the eyes before and survived each time so don't worry", I reply.

"Jake I'm trying to take a shower, what are you doing?", I giggle. "I want you so bad angel", he says while kissing my neck and touching my breasts. "We can't darling, I'm not on birthcontrol right now", I reply. "Hmmm...good, I've been wanting to start a family with you", he responds. I feel him against my back and I'm starting to wish he's inside me. "I'll only do it if I have your permission though", he reminds me. He's been doing this for almost a week now, maybe I should just give it to him. "Go for it darling", I whisper. He turns me around and starts making out with me. After only a few seconds, he pushes himself into me causing us both to moan. He picks me up while still being inside of me and pushes me against the wall. "You feel so good angel, it's almost addicting", he states. "If you only knew how crazy I feel when you're inside me darling, I'll never get used to it", I breathe out. "I'm going to come soon baby", I say a little later. "Good, me too and I'm not going to pull out this time", he warns me. We finish at the same time and I feel him explode inside me. God that feels so good, it makes me want to feel it more often. "Don't worry angel, we'll be doing this more often from now on", he says as of he read my mind. I smile and kiss him on the lips before he puts me down.

"Jake can we talk?", I ask him when I see him. "Yeah, what's up?", he asks. "I have some good news for you", I try to get his attention since he hasn't looked at me yet. "What is it?", he asks, still not looking at me. I clear my throat and get the pregnancy test out of my back pocket. "I'm pregnant", I say, showing him the test to prove it. His eyes widen and for the first time, he looks at me. "W-w-what?", he stammers. "I- uh I'm pregnant", I repeat, becoming uncomfortable by his reaction. "You're kidding", he says in disbelief. I point the test in his direction and he takes it so that he can see it for himself. "I uh also have an apppointment next week by the doctor to see if it's really true or not", I add to fill the silence. He looks at me and I notice tears in his eyes. "Angel, this just made me so happy", he says before picking me up and spinning me around. He puts me back down and gives me a rough kiss. He puts his forhead against mine and holds my face in his hands after the kiss. "I can't wait to see the little us", he says, tears streaming down his cheeks. "I can't wait either", I reply, trying to dry his tears. "We'll be good parents right?", he asks me. "We'll do our best, as long as we don't end up like my parents we should be fine", I reply.