Mind's Alike // LokixF!mReader

Part 12 - Drinking Isn't Illegal

Saturday
'You sure you'll be ok here by yourself?' Wanda asks

I smile gently 'yes! It'll be great to have the place to myself... your all very loud'

She smiles unsure

'Go! Have fun... you look gorgeous by the way' I smiling

'Thank you... if you need anything call me' she says before running to catch up with the others

There's a collection of goodbyes and see you laters before the elevator closes. I plop down on the couch and sigh. I look around the place and think of what to do.

I head to Tony's bar pouring myself a drink I think about the fun they'll probably have tonight and wallow in self pity over drinks.

It had been a few hours and to say I was pissed was an understatement I still sit at the bar when 'can't get you out of my head' starts playing on the radio. I jump onto the counter and see along dancing along the marble.

'I just can't get you out of my head
Boy, your loving is all I think about
I just can't get you out of my head
Boy, it's more than I dare to think about

There's a dark secret in me
Don't leave me locked in your heart
Set me free
Feel the need in me
Set me free
Stay forever and ever and ever and ever

La-la-la, la-la-la-la-la
La-la-la, la-la-la-la-la..'

I jump noticing the team standing there, I steady myself on the counter smiling awkwardly.

'Hi..' I say awkwardly

They all look at me tilting their heads.

'What are you doing?' Clint asks dumbfounded

I shrug 'well you guys were out having fun so I decided I'd have some drinks to lighten my mood... it lead to this...' I say motioning to the bar, I giggle my footing stumbling.

Thor catches me, I look at him smiling 'you're a very strong man for all the pop tarts you eat... how do you not put on weight, your built like a rock' I say looking at him confused poking his chest

'Are you ok lady y/n?' He asks

I smile 'of course! Why wouldn't I be? I had the place to myself and had a party by myself.'

'That is the saddest thing ever...' Tony says

I death glare him

He holds up his hands 'can we join your 1 person party?'

I shrug 'sure why not' I say hopping off Thors arms

They all start dancing and having drinks, I chat to Wanda and Nat about the charity event apparently it was the most boring thing ever and I cheered them up being in a good mood when they got back.

I head over to the bar and grab a drink, when someone takes it.

'Hey!' I scold

I look and see it's Loki, he raises a brow

'Hey.... Don't you think you've had enough?' He asks

I snatch it back 'not near enough...' I say chugging it

He furrows his brows 'is this a common thing with you?' He asks

I shake my head 'no, maybe a few years ago.. I was just bored that's all..'

'What do you mean a few years ago?'

I shrug 'did you know drinking isn't illegal?'

He raises his brows 'your avoiding'

I nod grabbing another drink, he takes it off me again 'tell me'

I roll my eyes 'well when people get sad some have ways of dealing some speak up, some distract with work, some even take drugs, me I drink..' I slur taking the drink back

He furrows his brows 'your upset? What about us leaving?'

I shake my head 'no you guys had to go... it just felt familiar' I sigh 'anyway... Thor has out his bottle out and I know that's the good stuff so I'm gonna go grab some..' I slur getting up

I trip up and Loki grabs me pulling me back to my feet, our faces inches apart

'No more y/n, this isn't like you.'

I raise my brows 'and what would you know about me?'

He sighs 'I know your strong, I know your a good person... and I don't want to see you like this'

I look into his emerald eyes and shake my head 'I'm not that person Loki... I'm not strong I'm not good..'

He shrugs 'then walk with me and tell me...'

I look back at the bar and then to him 'fine... let's talk'