Mind's Alike // LokixF!mReader

Part 69 - He's There

TW❗️- Mentions of SA
Y/n POV
'I will speak to no one...'

He sighs desperately, I so badly wished I could tell him. Whoever had there eye on him was here and maybe I could use that to my advantage. This maybe my chance...

'Elijah... don't make it obvious I'm talking to you.. keep yelling...'

He looks to me slightly confused, I beg with my eyes he understood.

'I won't leave you! Do you have any idea what this would do to dad to see you in such ways!'

'Your being followed, they're most likely here... there's a target on your head if I speak on what I'm hiding... you will die...'

My body felt limp, my head tired.

'What would mum think?!'

'What do I do?' He asks

I groan at the pain

'Are you even listening?!'

'Walk out of here, take a few stops on the way home. I'll look through footage and see who it is... go somewhere with lots of cameras...'

He nods sighing 'fine have it this way... don't talk... don't open up. I'm not sticking around to watch this!'

'I love you sis...' he speaks

He walks out, I see Tony follow him through the halls. Loki walks through his head hung low.

'You need to talk y/n... this goes on any longer they will send you away! I will loose you!'

I sigh my heart ached for him, I so badly wanted to let him in. 'It's me Loki... just these nightmares... they feel so real, they just don't stop..'

He nods 'did I trigger it?'

I look at him, he fully thought he was to blame as if the person I felt the safest around was the cause of all this hurt, pain...

I so badly wanted to let him in but I knew if I did that he'd kill that man and Elijah would die.
I shake my head lightly 'no... i just saw someone who reminded me of him...'

He nods 'this doesn't change the fact that your killing your self y/n, you killing me making me watch it happen! As much as I don't want to loose you, I don't want you to die... I think you should go..'

I look to him, I had broke him. Ruined him. I take his hand 'ok... but can I at least have the day...' I ask quietly

He looks to me 'you want to get help?'

I nod 'you don't deserve this... I don't want to be causing you pain... I love you lo... even with all this, your still the one I want, the one my heart continues to beat for..'

He nods 'ok... get some sleep. I'm gonna quickly find Tony and get him to find somewhere nice...'

I nod, he plants a kiss on my head before leaving. I wait until his thoughts are out of reach and pull myself together.

I groan standing up, I take the IV and tube with me, barely making it through the halls. I make it to Tony's lab and sit down.

I follow the cameras that Elijah was caught on he made 3 stops on the way home, all with cameras and all with plenty of angles.

I notice a man in the distance of all of them, it was him. I had him. I run his face through the system and he matched a previous suspect.

I sigh in relief, I had him.

Lokis POV
Me and Tony arrive back in medbay with a plan in hand. He had found somewhere that offered any time visits, therapy plans that fit patients needs, lots of entertainment facilities. Far from her first experience.

We walk in and see the bed empty, I look around. 'FRIDAY where is y/n!' Tony seethes

'She left the building 20 minutes ago... she left a message for you...'

'Play it!' I yell at the AI

A video message comes up, my eyes burned had she ran? Did she plan on doing something stupid?

She breathes heavy her face soaked in tears 'third times the charm hey!' She says half crying half laughing...

'On the chance it isn't just Loki here I'm guessing tones is standing there all dad mode... Tony I'll explain when I'm home to you about all of it, my trauma, my nightmares but right now I need you both to listen...'

She looks down 'Loki my nightmares... they weren't dreams- he he's there...' her breathe shudders

I feel my eyes burn 'I couldn't say anything... he threatened my brother... he was going to kill him if anyone found out- I had to put my brother first, when I'm around him it's like that little girl is still there, defenceless... powerless... I couldn't protect myself... and he knew it...'

I stare at her on the screen, my heart had dropped. This had been happening under my nose... the disappearing... the shutting out... I had failed her.

'It's Hemway... I'm sorry...' she says her eyes pouring 'I love you...'

The video shuts off. I stare blankly at where it once was, I feel tears fall. Anger rise.

'Loki...' Tony says

I look to him 'I'm gonna kill him...'

Tony nods 'I'm gonna go track her, she can't do this on her own...'

I nod before heading off, I felt my frost giant side begin to show and I let it. I was going to rip this guy to shreds...