Mind's Alike // LokixF!mReader

Part 29 - Intervention

Lokis POV
I see y/n with the girls at the bar, she looked happy. And also beautiful.. not that I would say.

'Brother if you stare any longer it may burn holes into the back of her head...'

I roll my eyes 'I was just checking to see if she was ok...'

Thor shrugs sitting next to me 'when are you gonna talk to her... I think you both would be great together...'

I shake my head 'I don't like her like that Thor'

He laughs 'for the god of lies I would have thought you'd be a bit more convincing...'

I sigh 'I'm going now..'

'To see y/n I hope!'

I bump into Coulson on the way 'Coulson...'

'Loki...'

I could sense something was off 'are you ok?...' I ask

He sighs 'mine and y/n's talk didn't go all that well... any chance I had is probably blown... god why am I talking to you about this...'

I sigh 'no idea... sorry about you know..'

'Stabbing me? Yeah that was a pain in the ass' he says walking off

I look to y/n confused, she hadn't...

I walk up to the bar fuming 'y/n?!'

She turns around and smiles 'Mischief! Hello handsome,.'

The girls look to me shrugging

'Did she have a drink here?'

'No she was pissed before she came over' Nat states

I roll my eyes 'y/n come on..'

She pouts before getting up 'bye ladies... I'm about to get a huge telling off so if you don't see me I've been murdered'

I roll my eyes leading her to the balcony.

'What were you thinking?! I thought you said you'd stay clean'

She shrugs 'I did and well now I'm not... been a tinsy bit a lot recently...'

I groan rubbing my face 'why?'

She shrugs 'well... are you aware of global warming...'

I huff 'your just going to avoid?'

She nods 'yep, best party ever by the way..'

'Stay here...'

I go in grabbing a glass of water and make my way back. When Tony stops me.

'Please do not tell me that's for you know who?'

I roll my eyes 'well yes.. there's drink everywhere stark'

He groans 'where is she?'

We head onto the balcony and she just sits there looking out to the stars.

We walk to her and she looks up.

'Is this an intervention?...'

I sigh passing her the water.

Tony sits down opposite her 'what were you thinking?'

She shrugs 'I don't know... it was just there...' she says drinking her water

Tony sighs 'your really gonna play the alcoholic card... what led you to be tempted...' Tony asks dumbfounded

She stands up 'yes I am... ok because I feel like if I talk about it anymore I may just break completely...'

I touch her shoulder to comfort her but I feel my mind go clouded.

Y/n's Mind - throughout her child hood
I see flashes of yelling, a floor where a little girl laid, the blows to the girls body, a girl in a closet. Tons of voices and opinions blasting at once.

Normal POV Loki
I pull away from her glass eyed, I look at her furrowing my brows.

'Now you know... why I don't want to talk, we are even now' she says

Tony looks between us confused.

'I'm gonna go enjoy the rest of the night... I'll see you both in the morning...' she says walking away

'So? Did she show you something?'tony asks

I nod 'yeah... I understand why now...'

Y/N's POV
I head off that floor to the living quarters and pour myself a glass of water. I sit down at the island.

I felt myself slipping back to my normal self, voices, feelings all rising. 'What have I done...' I say slamming my head on the table.

I hear someone come into the room.

'This room is off boundaries... party's downstairs' I state

I hear a certain voice 'I come in peace...'

I turn rolling my eyes 'I think you've seen enough... no need to pry more..'

He huffs sitting next to me 'you know me and you are quite a like...'

I laugh gently 'right... how so?'

He looks at me 'we both feel like we don't belong kept away from the spotlight, treated different to others, alone...'

I nod 'you know as a kid I thought maybe one day I'd belong someplace, fit in somewhere...'

He smiles 'and did you?...'

'No... but at least I have someone who knows what it's like' I say smiling gently

He grabs my hands 'something you may not know is I'm adopted myself, an orphan...'

I look at him 'why didn't you tell me?...'

'Because we all have things we don't like to say out loud... my upbringing was much better than yours no abuse or anything of that sorts but the loneliness, the lack of belonging... that I can relate too...'

I nod 'do you mind if I ask... the blue creature... was that you?'

He sits back 'why do you ask that?'

'The fact you're adopted and you feel like you don't belong... you weren't just talking about your parents were you?'

Hi sighs 'and if I was?... if I was that monster?' He asks defensively

I furrow my brows 'it wouldn't matter, your still Loki... god of annoyance. Why would I judge you on that? Out of anything it makes you far more interesting than Thor...'

He slightly smiles 'you don't mean that...'

I nod 'I do... and you're extremely dumb if you'd think otherwise...' I get up and plant a small kiss on his cheek 'goodnight Loki..'