Mind's Alike // LokixF!mReader

Part 37 - Do It

Tony's POV
It had been weeks since mine and y/n's bicker. We had not been the same since, she claimed she trusted me but couldn't tell me what happened on that mission, in that meeting room. I felt shut out.

As much as I did not want to speak to her right now I had still been making sure she was ok. She had been going on missions constantly, one after another.

I had looked into the mission reports but all were private and confidential. A fury special. If only Reindeer games was here, he would have opened her up... as much as I dislike him at times we had the same thing in common... y/n.

I walk downstairs and see everyone sitting on the sofa watching the news.

'What's new? Another speculation that me and Nat are together?' I ask smirking

'No, not this time...'

I look up at the screen it was a view of an abandoned building by Trier. I read the bottom title.

Chaos continues... Unknown woman and group invades another German Building.

I look at the team 'y/n?'

'Yep... there's at least 3 of these a week at the moment...' Clint states

'She isn't setting the best example...' Sam adds

'Why what has she been doing?' I ask

'Raiding... most of the time damage has been brung to the towns from other Hydra agents turning up...'

I furrow my brows 'sorry more, shouldn't they be you know avoiding...' I ask

Nat turns 'I thought the same...'

'Bucky your like our Hydra dictionary... care to explain?'

He sighs 'usually for a capture but they're more discreet about it...'

'I'm going..' I state

'Stark this is her mission... let her do this' Nat states

I nod 'I'm aware.. don't really care much now...'

Steve walks up to me and grabs my shoulder 'your lashing out...'

I nod 'yep, she didn't want to tell you either... did that not hurt even a little?'

He looks down 'it's not about us... she would have told us if it were necessary. Let this go...'

I stare at him 'no..'

Y/n's POV
Me and the team had separated off I had improved my mind control and now didn't have to touch someone to get them to do as told. I could just about do it to anyone in close proximity.

'Halt, your left 3 of them..' I speak through coms

I came to a hall of them about 12 agents. I take control of a few and get them to help me knock the others out. Worked like a charm...

'Y/n...' Grandfather

I look ahead recognising that voice. I immediately sprinted ahead knocking down every agent that came in my way.

I hear his voice become louder when I arrive at this door. I open it and stare ahead, he held the dart gun... the one I had seen so many times before in my capture.

I look at him angry 'you gonna use that?'

'Well... that is the plan, you know why we need you and why you're still alive. If it were by choice I'd be holding a gun, it would be ironic for yet another miss y/ln to die by my hand...'

That was it my breaking point, I take control of his mind and make him drop the dart gun. I walk straight up to him grabbing him by the neck.

'Where is my brother?' I seethe

I laughs lowly 'not here... he's taking care of other business... I'm quite curious as to why you want him however, he serves great purpose here...'

'You manipulated him into wanting this, into thinking he was getting the family he longed for, flesh and blood...'

He smirks 'yeah that boy followed me like a dog... wanting that connection... that bond... quite pathetic really'

I punch him square in the face

'You seem the opposite... tell me do you not resent him the slightest. The adoption straight away, the family given, the perfect normal life, being chosen to have the opportunity's that were given to him not you?...'

I feel this flame inside, I didn't resent Elijah for it but I hated how his life was exactly that everything mine wasn't.

'The broken girl, unlovable, used, a weapon, abused, a mistake...'

I throw him to the ground and jump on top of him holding a gun to his head.

'Do it... you'll only add one thing left to that list, a monster...'

I shake clutching the gun, this wasn't me... or maybe it was... I was all them things and maybe just maybe I was a monster. I wanted him dead, he killed my mum, he captured me, he used my brother like a puppet. He was the reason I never got that perfect family growing up, a home.

I hear blasters behind me and a clank to the floor.

'Y/n...'

I feel my eyes sting, I breathe slowly trying to regain myself.

'Y/n... your better than this, don't become what they want you to be...'

'What if I am...'

'Your not... your my sister... my family... not him. He isn't worth it.'

'He killed my mum... the chance of a normal upbringing... the one who would have never let the things that happened to me happen'

I hear him approach and kneel down 'he hurt you more than anyone could, he took from you something a child should never have taken... but your here... you have us, your dad now...'

I look at him and back to my grandfather, I throw the gun to the side.

'Stay...' I say to the old man

I get up and walk away 'back room south of the building..' I say through coms for someone to come grab him.