Mind's Alike // LokixF!mReader

Part 35 - Dear Y/N

I wake up to see no one by me, I sigh in relief and get up from bed. Immediately regretting my choice of pace.

I groan taking out the IV and pain relief, making my way downstairs to my room. I sit down at my desk and begin to write up my report.

I knew Fury wanted it so I did as told and behaved. It came to writing up all their details and I stopped at my long lost hydra family members.

It was killing me inside to find out yet again another disappointing family member.

'Miss y/ln Agent Coulson is here to see you' the AI speaks

I head but the table 'perfect...'

I make my way to the living quarters and see him, I was shitting myself. Not only was it last time I saw him we argued but now I also need to explain to him about another child he had that he wasn't aware of.

I awkwardly smile at him as he does the same.

'Can we talk?' He asks

I nod hesitantly, I can't imagine this going well.

We sit on the balcony in silence for a moment.

'Tony told me about you being stabbed... you ok?'

I nod 'yep... I'm fine'

He nods unsure 'I'm sorry about the other night... I should have respected your boundaries. I just wanted to know you...'

I nod sucking in my lip 'I get that but... I wasn't ready to talk about that stuff and you threw me in... I accept your apology because at least you acknowledged what I don't like but you have to understand I'm not a sharer and when I do it's usually not by choice..please never do it again'

He nods 'I won't... I'll keep it present. What's wrong?'

I look at him 'nothing.. just tired'

He raises his brows 'I thought the lying went away with teenage years'

I roll my eyes shaking my head 'as much as I want to say... my body won't let me...'

He furrows his brows 'I understand if this is a boundary thing but on the off chance it isn't, is it something i should know or be worried about?'

I gulp looking to my hands, how do I explain? He should know but I didn't want to hurt him. Hey you have a son also but he's with hydra and plans on using a mind control gas on new recruits! Surprise! I groan both in pain and frustration.

He looks to me 'y/n... should I be aware?'

I look to him with a sorry look, I could feel his worry.

'Umm there's something you should know..'

I explain to him everything, he sits there in complete shock for a moment. I felt terrible... and he felt just the same.

'And he escaped?'

I nod 'yes... he didn't seem bad though... I think he's just slightly broken. He knows good he was brung up with it...'

He nods thinking 'well considering this is your mission piece you get to make the choices. However all I ask is you bring him here and we can try talk to him...'

I look hesitant this could end really well or really bad it was a coin flip and I was the one to bid against the odds.

'I'll bring him here... but please be patient and think this all through'

He nods 'I will, don't worry. I need to go but I'll come by soon to see you, hopefully next time we can have a nice catch up instead of drama...'

I nod getting up and give him a hug. I could feel the pain in him whooshing around like a storm. He felt guilt, regret and it was exactly what I didn't want for him.

I feel him slightly become lighter and smile. He pulls back and goes off.

I walk through to the kitchen to grab a water and sit at the island leaning my head on the island. This hurt like a bitch.

'Y/ln!'

I throw my head up and see a very angry Tony standing there.

'Hi...'

'Don't hi me, what are you doing out of bed?'

'I had to write up the report... plus Coulson's just been by to speak with me...'

He shakes his head 'your impossible woman...'

'I know...'

He furrows his brows 'you have something here...' he states picking up a piece of paper.

He hands it over to me, I furrow my brows and open it.

Dear y/n,

Myself and Thor have been called on to return to Asgard for the time being, for some duties... I'm sorry I had to write a goodbye but I didn't wish to wake you.

We will be back as soon as we can, I'll see you again soon.

Loki

I place the note down, part of me felt hurt he was gone. We had just started well whatever our relationship was and now he was on Asgard.

'Y/ln you ok their...' Tony asks

I nod 'yep, fine.'

He looks at me unsure but leaves it.

'When will I be approved for mission work again?' I ask changing subject.

He looks at me dumbfounded 'umm well considering you were stabbed id say not any time soon?'

I sigh 'I need to get them last two...'

He sits down 'y/n you'll get them but right now your main concern is getting better...'

I nod standing up, all I wanted was this to be over. To be put on normal missions where I wasn't involved at all.

'Where are you going?'

'To my room I need to finish my report'