Nakaalis na ang mommy at daddy ni Kairus, as well as mine. but I can't help but to overthink of what mommy Gezel said. ang rami rami ko na ngang iniisip idadagdag ko pa to. I glance at Kairus, tumotulong ito sa akin sa paghuhugas at pagliligpit. mayroon naman kaming mga katulong but he insisted that we do the work.
Which is wala namang problema sa akin. I know how to do house work of course exception nga lang ang pagluluto. I won't lie Kairu seems to know how to do house choirs too. hindi halata na Isa siya sa mga bilyonaryo na nababasa at nakikita mo sa magazine at newspaper.
"Why are you staring at me? perhaps you just realized how blessed are you for marrying someone like me?" seryuso ito pero mukhang nag jojoke ay Iwan ko sa lalaking to.
I rolled my eyes at him before I speak.
"Stop being so mahangin Kairus, kakapal mukha mo niyan." he's handsome but I won't speak it out loud baka maging mas mahangin pa ito.
"Come on, stop lying to your self. you know I'm handsome and your lucky that you married someone as handsome as me." he speak with so much confidence and wink at me.
"You literally have a thick face." I said in sarcastic and speak again. "Mabuti pa Ikaw nalang ang tumapos nito, magpupunas nalang din naman." I said.
Gusto ko lang talaga na makawala sa mga titig niya. because he is staring at me intently. I was about to go when he suddenly grab my arms.
"Stay wife, stay with me." he whisper into my ears.
Ramdam ko ang pagtaas ng balahibo ko sa gilid ng taenga ko ng dahil sa pagbulong niya. then he cornered me at the kitchen table. I felt he's hot breath at the side of my ears.
"What the fvck are you doing Kairus?" hindi ko na mapigilan magsalita pero imbes na dapat galit na tono ay iba ang lumabas sa aking bibig, I sound so weird that I almost whisper it.
"Stay wife, and let's finish this together." he said and leave on our current position.
I felt my earlobes are sweating. sinong hindi pagpapawisan kung ganoon siya kalapit sa akin. this guy literally knows how to get into my nerves.
"You!" tinuro ko pa ito saka nagsalita. "You really know how to get into my nerves." pagalit ko pang saad.
"Next time I'll get in to your pants too." he said jokingly and then chuckle sexily.
"Fvck you!" Galit na saad ko sa kanya saka napag desisyunan na pumunta na sa kwarto ko.
"Later wife, tatapusin ko lang to." he said then wink at me. she disappeared into my eyes in a seconds when he sees me holding my shoes like I was ready to throw it to him. mabuti nga sa kanya!
Mabigat ang aking paghinga ng makarating ako sa aming kwarto. iniisip ko parin ang sinabi sa akin ni Chloe. I know that she is not lying I know her very well. but the question is why I'm involved in there break up. I remember calling Kairus when my mom died but I didn't remember saying to choose me.
My actions maybe saying it but I never had the guts to spill it out. I respect him as well as he's relationship, hindi naman ako ganoon ka desperado na mang agaw. I may love him but I won't stoop that low. napahinto ako sa pag iisip ng maalala ko ang sinabi sa akin ni Kairus. he said he will get into my pants next.
I don't know if he's joking or not. maybe he's also thinking what mommy Gezel said earlier. napabuntong hininga nalang ako saka napasimangot. I didn't even know that Kairus has a flirty mouth. he probably wont sleep here so I didn't bother to lock the doors and go to sleep.
Hindi pa ako tuloyang kinain ng dilim ng maramdaman kong may lumobog sa aking tabi. hindi ko na yon binigyan ng pansin at saka humarap kung saan may lumobog na bagay at walang pasabi sabi nilagay ang aking mga paa sa bagay nayon ramdam ko naman ang pagtapik nito sa akin paa, but I didn't care less.
MY SLEEP last night was very great. lambot kasi ng unan na katabi ko, speaking of katabi para nga akong may katabi kagabi but I woke up in the bed with empty side. maybe I was just hallucinating or something. hindi ko nalang yun pinagtuonan ng pansin dahil Marami pa akong gustong gawin sa Araw na ito.
I am planning to hire an investigator to investigate what happened six years ago. kung bakit ako nasali sa paghihiwalay nilang dalawa. kaya hindi ako makapag isip ng maayos dahil sa pag iisip kung bakit ako nasali. I hope my friend is true to he's words, na tutulongan niya akong maghanap ng magaling na private investigator.
Bihis na bihis akong bumaba sa aming sala na kaagad din namang napansin ng aming mga katulong. compared to what I normally wear this dress is more on country girl. I scrolled to Pinterest and it just happened that I saw on how to style my other clothes that I bought. sayang din naman kasi kung hindi mapapakinabangan. kita ko ang paghanga sa kanilang mga mata.
"Ma'am may lakad po kayo?" tanong naman ni ding.
I am actually comfortable talking to her. because she is approachable and has a lots to say. hindi kayo mauubosan ng topic.
"Ahmm oo, nasaan ang Sir Kairus niyo?"
"Maaga pong umalis eh, may lakad daw po." kumakamot pa ito sa ulo niya. I just node my head.
"I see, I'll go now."
PUMUNTA ulit ako sa caffe kung saan ko unang nakilala si Jason. Jason didn't seem to care at all that I am married because he managed to find my IG account. he has the guts to reach out to me even though our first meet is disaster.
"I'm glad that you really came." I said.
"Of course I will, I'm your avid follower." he said seriously.
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