blade

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In the noise,
a blade feels like control,
cutting through the chaos,
a sharp release in skin-deep lines,
till the world finally slows,
till the voices fade,
till the pain finds a new edge.

I know it's wrong,
but right now,
it's the only way to hush the ache,
even if just for a moment.
It won't end me,
but it eases the storm inside,
a quiet in the scream.

I hold on,
not because I want to fall
but because I can't stand to feel
this way much longer.

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