artificial smile

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I sit in class,
heart pounding against its cage,
a wild thing desperate to break free.

Fear drapes itself over me,
sharp, invisible claws
tearing at something I can't name.

My mind slips away,
dissolving into static,
until a voice cuts through-
"Hello, anyone in there?"

And in that moment,
I want to claw at my own skin,
leave trails of red that explain
what words never could.

But I don't.
I lift my eyes,
lock them with theirs,
and let my mouth curve
into that practiced,
hollow smile.

The one that hides
everything.

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