LIKE_CRAZY |JIKOOK|

~emotions on ice~

A WEEK LATER

JIMIN'S POV

"There slowly fold your legs...." the nurse instructs as I try hard to do so but it's damn hard, it's hurting and it's frustrating. "I think there is an improvement" she says but I don't think I have seen it yet, my body was always still stiff, I can't move my limbs am no less than a paralyzed body and it's getting onto my head, we've been going through this the whole week and I see nothing else even though everyone else keeps saying am doing good, I know they are just trying to coax me but it's also not working out too well.

I lay on my stomach as the nurse that has been taking care of me massages my legs that can't seem to feel alive till now. I managed through to get my hands moving but my legs are taking forever but it's better than sleeping for so long. As lay down i start to think how did I end up here I keep getting migraines thinking if it but no one seems to tell me a thing yet and I will die of curiosity.

I remember driving, yes I was driving where was I driving to? A migraine hits again and I couldn't help than groan in pain "urgh" the nurse panics "sorry master Jimin did it hurt?" before I could reply it wasn't her I heard Jungkook from behind speak up "leave" he was rude I can tell.

"What are you thinking of huh?" he asks and I look away, I know he's massaging my legs even though I barely feel it, this is going to take forever to feel I just know it. "What happened to me?" I couldn't help than ask, Jungkook used to dismiss the conversation about my accident before I could question further and am no patient person at all.

"I think you could heal first..." he's dismissing me off again and I won't let that happen, with a lot of struggle I finally got on my back a pain shooting through my spine, Jesus how much hurt did I get. "I don't want to hear your excuses, what the hell happened to me?" I was angry, I shouted at him I couldn't help it.

"Jungkook I will find it out sooner even if you keep me in the dark" I couldn't stop my anger I know am selfish and acting like a brat right now but he will have to speak sooner or I will fucking loose it.

"Jungkook-" he got up angrily throwing something away that gathered silence around the room, "do you really want to know?" he asked angrily and I nodded, I wanted to hear it all even if it's gonna hurt way too deep am not sure if am ready to hear it.

"Now listen carefully, you got an accident ok? You were set up the breaks failed at the highway and toppled over the Cliff" he spoke and I got more confused, someone set me up? Who?

"What.....how...?" I wasn't sure what I wanted to ask "you had gone to pick up your dad at the airport, and met the tragedy" I widen my eyes, dad?, "dad.... where's my dad..." a migraine hit me, I finally could see it, I saw everything that happened it hurt to remember, Jungkook's silence only confirmed to me that my dad......
I just killed my dad....

I could help than let it out.....
It didn't hurt loosing the feel of my legs, it hurt that my dad could be no more and there was no one to blame but me. I couldn't help than sob holding on to my hair in a tight grip maybe that would ease the pain am feeling right now but it wasn't helping either. I remembered all of it, I didn't even know what to do I lost.... everything....

I clutched onto the sheets as I cried harder, who could be so cruel "why....why...." I felt Jungkook coming closer but my voice stopped him "don't come closer.....get..get out" I shouldn't put my anger on him he doesn't deserve it but my emotions are jumbled up I don't know what to think anymore. He respected my word and walked out leaving me in my own sorrows, I lost everything.

JUNGKOOK'S POV

He cried for a long time, I didn't like that any bit, the doctor said we shouldn't stress him but I couldn't keep it a secret anymore he was right he would know sooner from someone else that won't be me and I didn't like that a bit. I had to hurt him so he would be stronger, but the urge to walk back in there and hold him safely in my arms was strong but I respect his privacy he wants space and I'll give it to him.

Thirty minutes later I waited outside the door till it was dead quiet, I slowly walked in and found him asleep, he cried himself to sleep and I felt like a jerk I shouldn't have left him alone.

I walked closer and sat beside him, his pretty face was puffy and dried tears to his cheeks, his lips in a pout and a frown on his face I didn't like any of it. "I will make it right...." I assured him as I wiped his tears away kissing his forehead in the process, "I'll make sure to make everyone pay for what they did to you" and I was dead serious about it. I covered him up before I felt a hand holding onto me for dear life, looking up was Jimin's puffy eyes that stared down at me "will you be my side as they pay for it?" he asked and I took no second to reply "absolutely" I was more sure of it than anything else I have ever done.
"Let's burn the world together" and for the first time in a long time he gave me a smile, he smiled!!
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