I Got My Heart On You (Ronan Keating / Michael Graham / Boyzone) Fan Fiction

Fifty

I hope you feel
The same way I feel
My one thing that's real

His voice sent shivers down my spine, but what the hell was he doing singing this song? Typical Keating! Always the joker. 

I sighed, got up and crossed the room and knocked on the window of the sound booth. He opened the door. "I was hoping you'd turn up" he grinned at me, and pulled me into the booth with him.

"Ro, what are you doing"?

He didn't say anything, just kept grinning at me infuriatingly, took my hands in his and started again.

And I pray your mine
To the end of time
Thank god you're alive

I blushed profusely as I realised he was singing to me, and he was doing it with a purpose. A sideways glance out of the booth told me we were alone, Gregg hadn't yet come back.

I swallowed as I realised where this was heading, or potentially heading. I looked up at Ronan who was still singing softly to me.

In this world of pain
You've never changed

He stopped suddenly and looked down at me, let go off my hands and pulled me into him, I shivered. "Tell me I'm wrong Vic, but you feel it don't you?"

"I'm not going mad am I?"

"Feel what Ro..."

I never finished that sentence as suddenly his lips were on mine, kissing me softly. I found myself kissing him back. 

I knew that it was wrong.

But he was right, so right. It had always been him, there had never been any question about it, I had just been denying it to myself, and him probably.

I broke away suddenly. "I'm sorry Ro" I said.

"Sorry for what?" 

"I haven't crossed the line have I?"

I shook my head, "No, not about that" 

"I mean" I paused while I tried of think how to explain myself. 

Oh sod it!

"I mean, I'm sorry for not letting you do this before" I said as I put my arms around his neck, stood on tiptoes and kissed him passionately. 

"Wow!" he said as we broke apart a few minutes later, "maybe I should've chased you a bit harder"

"Oi!" I said laughing as he hit him softly on the arm. "So"

"So what?"

"I'm not sure I want to ask, but.."

"What are you going to do?"

"About what?"

"Mike" he said quietly, almost as if he didn't want me to hear him.

"Oh Ro, me and Mike broke up weeks ago" I sighed. "We just didn't tell anyone"

"Really?"

I nodded sadly. "Yeah. we just grew apart. but I think he sensed.."

"I think he sensed something Ro. You and me"

"But.."

"I know nothing has happened until now. But I think he knew you fancied me Ro. And I think he knew the feeling was mutual"

"Even before I did" I added.

"How long have you?"

"Oh Ro, I think the feelings always been mutual. But it was always so complicated. I thought you and Amy were going to be forever, and then I thought you and Yvonne were getting back together so I told myself that me and Mike were meant to be together"

"But it was always you Ro"

"And it was always you"

"Always"

"Really?"

"Yeah, the moment I saw you in fact, but then you started muttering something about Mike, so I thought I didn't stand a chance, and then there was Amy..."

"I'm sure she still fancies you, you know" I interrupted cheekily. "I know" he blushed slightly, which I thought was really cute.