"Kai?" I whisper. after his mothers funeral me and Kai both decided to go to sleep. I have been laying here for a while because I can't sleep when I know he is upset. he is really sad about his mom even though he refuses to show it. I know him too well to not see through his masks.
"I don't want to talk about it" he says simply. his back is facing me and I feel a few scars on his naked back as I run my hand up and down his spine.
"we don't have to talk about it I just want to know that you are ok..... and please don't lie to me" I say as I wrap my arms around him. I hook one of my legs around his hips and I hug him from behind.
Kai gently runs his hand up and down my thigh and I kiss his shoulder lightly. "I am alright darling. I just need some time" he says quietly and I nod understanding that when you lose a parent it is hard.
"is there anything I can do to help you?" I ask quietly as I trace my hands over the tattoo on his chest.
he slowly turns around so he is facing me. with his hand still on my thigh he brings my leg around his hips again and he puts his other hand on my cheek. "just be here with me" he whispers as he brings his face closer to mine.
I am about to reply when he kisses me. it starts off gentle then he starts to kiss me a little harder. my hands go to his hair when he squeezes my thigh and pulls me even closer. my breaths come a little faster when he nudges my mouth open and tastes me. God why does he taste so good.
I think about the first time we really kissed. the night he found me in Dor and I told him it would never happen again but here we are. I guess I didn't know what I was talking about then because he is rolling me onto my back and getting on top of me so this might go a little farther than a kiss.
his lips trail down my neck and throat. kissing and sucking on my skin making me let out a quiet noise. I feel him smile against my neck when he hears my noise. with how hard he is sucking my neck it is probably going to leave a mark but I could care less about marks on my skin when he is doing this. I gasp when his lips move down to my chest. he grabs the bottom of my tank top. "may I?" Kai asks so quietly I can barely even hear him but I nod quickly In response.
It's so dark in this room I don't even think he can see me as he slowly pulls the tank top over my head. he tosses it to the floor and leans in closer to me. I can feel his naked chest against mine as he gently kisses my nose. I think my heart might jump out of my chest with how fast it is beating right now. me and Kai have never gone this far but it just feels right.
"is this ok?" he asks sounding breathless
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Kai's POV
I can hardly breathe, think, move, or even see with how close she is and how beautiful she looks. even though it is dark in this damn room I can still see a little bit of her and she is my pretty Pae.
"yes" she says sounding breathless just as I did a minute ago. "yes its ok"
I don't waste a second before my mouth is on hers tasting her and damn does she taste good. her lips are so soft, almost like silk as they move against mine, her hands are like a feather as they move up and down my back and her legs are like vines as they move around my hips pulling me impossibly closer.
I don't know how but she manages to flip us over so she is on top of me and damn she looks really good on top of me like this. "your so beautiful" I say breathlessly "my pretty Pae" those few words got her so red I can see it in this dark room.
I love her so much, more than life itself.
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A\N
sorry if you were expecting more. I don't know how to write smut. please comment if you want me to continue and I will try.
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breathless |A Powerless Fanfiction
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