cracked masks

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Pae's POV

Kai hasn't talked to me in an hour. his mother died last night and ever since we found out this morning he has been locked in the bathroom refusing to talk to me or anyone. I am starting to get worried about him. I can't decide if I should go in or stay out here. 

after a few minutes of fighting with myself I finally get up and walk over to the bathroom door. "Kai?" i say quietly knocking on the door lightly. when there is no answer i see if the door is locked. it isn't so i open the door to see Kai in the corner of the bathroom looking at nothing looking shocked and frozen at the same time. i can tell he has been crying. he doesn't even look at me as i walk in and go over to him. 

I sit next to him putting my hand on his knee. he turns and looks at me for the first time since I came in here and I can see through the mask he has on. "are you okay?" I whisper. I don't know why I asked because he obviously isn't okay. 

he shakes his head and puts it in my lap. I lightly stroke his hair as he runs his hand up and down my leg. I lean down and I gently kiss his cheek. I can see a few tears slip out of his eyes as I kiss his forehead and I brush the hair out of his eyes. "I love you" I whisper 

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It's a few days after Myla died and Kai hasn't talked about it yet. today is his mothers funeral I know he is having a hard time with this and I am trying to comfort him but he is acting like nothing happened. 

we are holding hands as we walk to where his mother is going to be buried. despite everything that is happening, he looks very good. when the people come into view he stops and turns me so I am looking at him. "thank you" is all he says as he looks at me in my dress. I am about to reply when he cuts me off "you look beautiful" he says as he brings my hand to his mouth and he kisses it gently. 

"thank you and you look very handsome" I say with a small smile.  

  

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he kisses me gently before we finish walking to the other people. Jax hugs Kai and the funeral starts. as people are making speeches and crying Kitts eyes remain on me and how I am holding Kai's arm. 

I look up at Kai to see the smallest crack in his mask as his mother gets buried and I hold onto his arm a little tighter resting my head on his shoulder. 



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A\N 

sorry this one was short and ignore how the picture of Pae's dress is a girl with brown hair. also who knows what that dress is from? I wonder how many people know it. please comment. 

love you all

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