Jahnnie Drabbles 4✿

☆Hate Comments☆

Request:
Isla98134

[ Jake gets hate comments and Johnnie notices that Jake is upset and comforts him and helps him out ]

tw: hate(obv), shame, cyber bullying, ableist comments, self-conscious behavior ,
depression

Skip if this makes you uncomfortable please
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Jake is laying on his side in his room on his bed. Looking at the comments on his social media platforms. Most of them were positive however he dug himself into a rabbit hole and found the hate comments.

Each comment getting nastier and nastier, and soon enough.- He couldn't stop looking at them.

Jake continued to read the hate comments, each one getting more hurtful than the last. He felt his chest tighten and his heart race as he read them.

He knew that he shouldn't be reading them, but he couldn't stop himself. The words were like poison, slowly eating away at his self-esteem.

He tried to remind himself that they were just trolls, that they didn't know him or his life, but it didn't make it any easier to bear.

The comments were vicious and hurtful. They called him names, accused him of faking his disability, and said that he didn't deserve to be famous. Some of them even went so far as to say that he was a bad influence on his fans.

Jake's hands shook as he read each comment, his eyes welling up with tears. He had always been sensitive about his autism, and the hateful comments only made him feel worse about himself.

Jake takes a deep breath and blinks his watery eyes. He wanted to put his phone away but he just kept digging himself deeper and deeper into the hatred hole.

Jake's mind was a mess of self-doubt and insecurity as he continued to read the hate comments.

He started to believe that they were right, that he didn't deserve to be famous and that he was just a burden on his friends and family.

He could feel his heart racing and his palms sweating as he scrolled through the comments, unable to stop himself from reading them. He felt trapped, like he was drowning in a sea of negativity.

Jake sighed, he finally exited the apps he was looking at. He placed his phone on the counter. Laying on his side with his eyes staring at the wall. He didn't even hear the knock on his bedroom door.

Johnnie knocked on the door, calling out Jake's name softly."Hey, Jake? You in there?"

Jake didn't reply. He grabbed his phone and texted his mom. Out of the blue and asking her if he was a burden to her.

'mom, am I a burden?' - Jake.

Jake's mom, - Mrs Webber was surprised to receive the text. She knew that Jake was sensitive sometimes, but she didn't think he felt like a burden to her.She quickly responded, typing out a message:

Mrs Webber:"Of course you're not a burden, sweetie. You're my son and I love you no matter what. Why would you even think that?"

Jake sighed, texting back.

'i don't know. just been in my head. i'm okay though, i love you. ❤️'-Jake

Mrs Webber smiled at the message, relieved to hear that he was okay. She replied:

Mrs Webber: "I love you too, honey. If you ever need to talk, you know I'm always here for you, okay? Don't ever think you're a burden. You're my amazing son and I'm so proud of you."