Jahnnie Drabbles 4✿

☆Overstimulated Day☆

[ TW: overstimulated, meltdown, venting, aggravated behavior, irritation ]

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Jake was having a rough day today. Everything that he had planned, didn't go as expected and he was just overstimulated about the day. He is currently sitting on the floor, gripping his hair and huffing in irritation.

Johnnie looked at Jake and immediately went to his side. He sat down next to him and placed a gentle hand on his back. "Hey... are you okay? You don't look too good.."
He said, his voice filled with concern.

Jake is shaking and huffing in irritation. "No!" He yelled as he gripped at his hair, "Everything went fuckin' wrong! The whole day was ruined! It's all fucked up and I just can't stop thinking about it!!"

Johnnie's eyes widened at Jake's outburst. He knew that Jake had a tendency to get frustrated and overwhelmed, but he had never seen him this upset before.

He wrapped his arms around Jake in a comforting hug, trying to calm him down. "Hey, it's okay. I'm here for you. Just take deep breaths and try to relax, alright?"

Jake pulled away and was on the verge of a meltdown at this point. Gripping at his hair with teary eyes. "Everything- i mean like- the whole day was just bad luck!- or some fucking shit! I didn't get anything done and I just- like fuck- dude- the day is ruined and i just want to end the day! Can't it go faster?! I can't fix it!"

Johnnie's heart ached seeing Jake like this. He wanted to help him, but he didn't know what to do.

He gently grabbed Jake's wrists and pulled his hands away from his hair, holding them tightly. "Jake, look at me. Please."

He said firmly, but gently. He wanted to make sure Jake was listening to him.

Jake's eyes were looking every which way, a few tears slipped from his eyes. Before he blinked rapidly for a moment before he looked at Johnnie, "What??!!!!!" He said, clearly overstimulated.

Johnnie kept a firm but gentle grip on Jake's wrists, trying to keep him grounded.

"I know you're upset and overwhelmed, but you need to calm down. You're not thinking clearly right now."He spoke in a soothing tone, trying to help Jake focus on his voice and his words.

"Yeah because everything is ruined and i didn't get to do anything that was planned for awhile! Like- i uh- was expecting the whole plan to go well today and it didn't!!" Jake covered his eyes, pressing on them harshly to see the speckles of colors in his vision.

Johnnie could see how stressed and overwhelmed Jake was. He wanted to take away his pain and frustration, but he knew that it wasn't that easy.

He reached up and gently pulled Jake's hands away from his eyes, holding them again."I understand that you had plans, but sometimes things don't go the way we want them to. It doesn't mean that everything is ruined."

Jake looks at Johnnie, "What?! No! Johnnie!! it's just everything is so stressful now!" As he hides his face in his knees.

Johnnie sighs softly, running a hand through his hair. He knew that Jake was stubborn and could be hard to reason with when he was in this state

Johnnie said "I know it's stressful, but you can't just give up. You're strong, and you can handle this. You just need to take a deep breath and think clearly.He said, gently rubbing circles on Jake's back.

Jake grips at his chest, sniffling a bit as he shakes his head. "No Johnnie, you don't understand - i hate when things go wrong- like everytime my routine or plan for the day is changed it like- makes me feel out of whack and i just feel everything is like- too much but now all the little fucking things just kept piling up and the damn day just got worse and now im freaking out over it like a damn child.." he covered his face into his knees again, ashamed for having a meltdown.