Jahnnie Drabbles 4✿

☆Highschool Pt2☆

Request: ezxraxxx and 1Emogurl1

Tw: bullying, S/H, mental illness, Undiagnosed autism, depression, anxiety, insecure, school fight, underage smoking, heavy cussing used, underage drinking, drinking and driving

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Jake is waiting outside in his car, glancing at Johnnie's house. Ready to pick his boyfriend up and take him to school. However, he realized that Johnnie was taking forever. He huffed.

He exited the car and walked up to the door, knocking onto it softly. He knows Johnnie's mother is most likely asleep still and he is waiting for Johnnie to answer the door.

It took Johnnie a few seconds to get the door, and when he did, he was wearing a hoodie and sweatpants — clearly still half asleep.

"Sorry...I overslept..."
He said with a yawn, rubbing his eye tiredly

"Babe, we gotta go" Jake said as he entered the house and quietly shuts the door. The couple walk up the stairs.

"I know you're dreading to go back, since you know..." Jake rolled his eyes, remembering his 'jock buddies' and how they know that Johnnie and him are dating.

Johnnie groaned at the mention of school, he really didn't want to go back there. He hated it so much.

"Ughhh don't remind me..."
He grumbled, yawning once more as he got into his room to change into his clothes for the day. He was already dreading the bullying that was going to come his way today.

Jake sighed as he walked in and hugged Johnnie from behind. Glancing at the self harm cut's on Johnnie's arms. "Did you..." He trailed off.

Johnnie felt a bit guilty as he felt Jake's eyes on the cuts on his arms. He was wearing short sleeves, which made them more noticeable.

He remained silent, knowing exactly what Jake was thinking about. He had done it again, and he didn't want to admit it.

"Baby, no." Jake sighed as he grabbed Johnnie's hand and they walked to the bathroom. "Let's clean them up. Why'd you do it..?"

Johnnie followed Jake to the bathroom and sat down on the toilet seat, looking down in shame. He knew he shouldn't have done it, but he was struggling and needed some sort of release.

"I-I don't know..."
He mumbled, still avoiding eye contact with Jake.

"It's okay I'm not mad at you," Jake replied as he opened the bathrooms cupboard and cleans Johnnie's self inflicted injuries.

Johnnie let out a small sigh of relief at that. He was a bit afraid that Jake would be mad at him for relapsing.

He watched as Jake cleaned the cuts on his arms, wincing a bit as it stung.

"Sorry," Jake said before he changed the subject. "You know.. prom is tonight," he brought up as he glanced up at Johnnie.

Johnnie had almost completely forgotten about prom, his mind was too occupied with other things. He perked up a bit at the mention of it though, looking at Jake.

"Oh yeah..."
He mumbled, suddenly remembering that they still had to get ready for it later.

"Do you still want to go with me?" Jake asked as he finishes cleaning up the cuts. He bandages them up and kissed Johnnie's arm once he finished.

Johnnie smiled a bit as he watched Jake kiss his arm, feeling a little better after he did that. He nodded his head in response to Jake's question.

"Of course I still wanna go with you. I just...don't wanna deal with everyone at school tonight."He admitted, a bit reluctant about having to face his bullies.