Jahnnie Drabbles 4✿

☆Jake's Depressed☆

Request: Isla98134

[ Jake is going through a depression moment at night and Johnnie there to comfort him ]

TW: depression, mental illness, deep emotional conversation

Skip if uncomfortable pls

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Jake is feeling depressed tonight. He couldn't sleep because he is stuck in his mind. His mind is a mess. He feel's lost in himself and that he has nobody to talk too. Even though Johnnie is his roommate and he lives right in the next room, he didn't have the motivation to even get up and talk to him. He just laid on his side. Eyes empty and sad. An empty expression on his face as he is staring at the wall. Knees are tucked up as he balls himself into a smaller form to try and comfort himself.

Jake stayed up for hours now, not able to sleep. He just wanted to sleep but his mind kept him up, forcing him to think about the things he tried so hard to ignore. His mind was racing with bad thoughts and his chest hurt a little.

He looked at the time on his phone and sighed, He needed comfort right now, even if it meant waking up his roommate at an ungodly hour of the night.

Jake hesitated but decided to make the risk. He quickly texted Johnnie if he was awake. He waited for a response. Staring at the screen with a heavy feeling inside of his chest.

Johnnie was just about to fall asleep when his phone buzzed, causing him to groan as he slowly reached over and picked it up.

He opened the message and saw it was from Jake. He sighed and typed out a reply
"I'm awake. You okay? It's 2 in the morning..."

Jake stared at the message but didn't respond. Feeling like he was bothering Johnnie since he knows that Johnnie is probably tired and wanting to sleep. He placed his phone on the nightstand. Pulling the blankets over himself as he stared at the wall again. How ever he didn't know but Johnnie got out of his bed snd is heading towards Jake's room right now.

Johnnie quietly left his room and made his way over to Jake's, being careful to not make any noise in case he woke anyone(Carrington) up.

He slowly opened the door to Jake's room and poked his head inside, seeing that the other male was staring at the wall with a sad expression.

Jake is tapping his fingers on his tatted arm, staring at the wall as he just lays there. Not moving, not looking around, hardly doing anything.

Johnnie quietly walks over to the bed and sat down on the edge of it, looking down at Jake with a concerned expression.

"Hey... What's wrong? You didn't reply to my message..."He spoke softly, not wanting to make the other feel any worse.

"Didn't feel like bothering you," Jake replied in a monotoned voice. His brown eyes managed to look away from the wall and at his emo best friends face. Then he looked away again and at the window in his room. It was starting to rain outside and the rain was calmly hitting the window panes.

Johnnie's frown deepened when he heard the tone in Jake's voice. He hated hearing him sound so emotionless.

"You could never bother me, you idiot..."
He reached out and gently poked Jake's side.

"I don't? Huh, i guess so." Jake replied, as if he didn't believe what Johnnie said. He feels Johnnie sit with him on the bed. However Jake remained laying down on his side. His back is facing Johnnie as he is looking at the wall with the same empty expression. He just felt this heaviness. He felt like he should be ashamed for being himself.