Reliving 🌧️🍬

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I honestly was just not feeling it yesterday. I know it wouldn't be as good if I just forced myself, so I'm writing now! 👹 Postgame AU. Pretty much Kokichi keeps reliving the killing game with like nightmares and hallucinations and Shuichi has to help him. They are already dating. Pretty much  the killing game played out the same as in the actual game up to chapter 4. They discover the mastermind before Kaito and Kokichi died, and Kokichi apologizes and admits all the things he did. 

Shuichi's POV

I wake up to the feeling of Kokichi trembling in my arms. He must be having a nightmare. "Kokichi?" I whisper as I gently shake him. His eyes open as they flood with tears. He buries his face into my chest. "It's ok... it's over now..." I comfortingly coo. He doesn't seem to want to talk about it. "If you need to talk, I'm here... and if you don't... I'm still here," I tell him. He nods at my words. "K-kaede was hanging... th-then she got crushed. Rantaro and Kaede's bodies were around me. Su-suddenly they looked at me with scowls. Then you wo-woke me up..." he stammers. That sounds awful...  "it's ok... I'm here..." I reassure. He hides his face in my chest. His breathing slows and he gets calmer. I rub his back in a comforting way. "Are you hungry? Thirsty? Maybe tired?" I ask. "hungry..." he replies. I pick him up and make my way to the kitchen. I heat up some toast and put jam on it. "Here sweetie..." I speak. He starts crunching on it. "thank you Shu-shu..." he thanks. I smile and nod my head. Suddenly he puts his toast down. He covers his ears, shuts his eyes tight, and buries himself into my chest. "it's taunting me... shy as make them stop..." he whispers. I kiss his nose and whisper stuff in his ear. "It's ok... it's not your fault. You are loved. You aren't alone. You deserve to live. It's all over now..." I say. He uncovers his ears and hugs me tight. "I love you..." he giggles. Good, it worked. He nuzzles close into my body. "Do you want play a game?" I ask. "Mmh! Let's play chess!" He decides. "Ok..." I agree. He always wins when we play. It's like he knows what I'm doing. I put him down onto his feet. He sits down at the table. Kokichi takes the scarf off of  his neck. He places it down as a chessboard. I go retrieve chess pieces. "Would you like to be the white or black pieces?" I question him. He responds, "I'll be the white pieces! Then I can go first." I nod at his response. Me and Kokichi set up the chess board. Kokichi moves his pawn. I move the knight. The game progresses. Kokichi is winning as expected. Then, he starts shivering. He starts banging his head on the table multiple times. He was shaking. A small bit of blood came from his head. "Kokichi!" I yelp in surprise. He starts muttering to our dead peers. I grab his arm and yank him away from the table. He flails in my arms. "Sssshhh calm down... tell me what happened," I whisper sweetly. He takes big shaky deep breaths as he attempts to calm down. I grab a paper towel and wipe the blood off of his forehead. "Shuichi... th-they were all around me... they we-were saying it should've been me... t-that I'm useless and d-don't des-deserve this. Then, they started laughing at me. They pointed at me. I could see the looks of hatred in their eyes. They all la-laughed. The hat-hatred turned into la-laughter as they chanted for me to ba-ba-bang my head on the t-table until I died. I c-couldn't help it." He stuttered. He was having hallucinations again. I hold him close and whisper a sweet tale into his ear, "They would've never say that... and you are worth so much. You deserve this plus more. Just listen to me ok?" His tears pool down onto my chest and in his own lap. He nodded. "O-Okay..." he promises. "Good... now let's calm down, ok?" I ask of him. He nods. "Yeah..." he agrees. I grab some snacks and turn a movie on in our bedroom. I place him in the bed and lay down next to him. The snacks go in between us. The movie plays as Kokichi cuddles into me and eats snacks. He seems much more calm now. He nuzzles my stomach as munches on potato chips. He feels better now. I can tell. I pet his hair as a wholesome comes across his face. "I love you shumai. I'd be dead without you..." he admits. He's probably telling the truth. I stop him from hurting himself "I love you too, Kokichi." We cuddle close together. I spoon him. He's always the little spoon. He lets out a satisfied hum at the physical contact. I chuckle at this. The movie ends with a happily ever after.

831 words! A/N I enjoyed making this. I actually worked on this for many various hours throughout the day. I hope you enjoyed! I liked this a lot. Please keep giving feedback, recommendations, and requests! 

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