Saiouma/Oumasai one shots

Pretending ⁉️🌧️

So this request makes me a little confused but I'll try my best to make it. Ingame AU. After this though, I'm not gonna do another gender swap one because it feels overused now... I usually don't show the requests, but this is the request exactly: by Cinder_1890 "wait I have a request : how about kokichi and saihara is a girl from the start but they have dysphoria so they pretend to be a boy but somehow get caught by monokuma?" So I'll also do Kokichi pov this time to make it a little different? 

Kokichi's POV:

I woke up in the academy. I woke up early, probably around 5am. Another day of pretending. Another day of being hated. It's fine... it'll be all fine. I should put myself together. I thought. As soon as I moved, I instantly noticed my body felt different. What has monokuma done this time?  I looked down at myself. Boobs? What? A flicker of doubt ran through my mind. Why would this make me kill? More importantly, I'm a girl... a girl... no no no... no... I can't be a girl! You're a boy. You're a boy. You're a boy. Not a girl. You're a boy. You're a boy. You're a boy. Not a girl. Continuously went on in my head. "I'm a boy." I announced to myself. My whole closet was replaced with a female version of the clothing. I rather wear dirty clothes than that. I'm not a femboy, not a girl. A completely masculine man. I didn't even bother with bras or anything. I refused to be a girl. I went on with my morning routine as if everything was the same. It was still early when I finished. The morning announcement didn't even play yet. Still another 30 minutes. I took a pair of scissors and cut my hair down back to its short length. I used a tight shirt to contain my breasts. It squeezed them so tight that you couldn't tell they were there! Even if nobody would see, I put a strap on under my clothing. Just so I'd have a cock... even if it's not my own. (He doesn't use it on anyone or anything. He just wears it  so he feels better. Not a lemon!) I cut down my nails to be shorter. I snuck into the ware house to get some white pants which they had luckily. I replaced all those skirts with it. I looked almost the same as I did before. You like normal... like a boy, as you should. Yeah, no tits, no pussy, no skirts, not anything. You're a masculine boy. Not a femboy or a female. I thought. Even though I was gaslighting myself, I felt incredibly sad. Like a lingering thought of dread in my mind. Why this? The morning announcement loudly played over the academy. Time for breakfast. A regular normal breakfast. Nothing is odd at all. I ran in the cafeteria. I wanted out of there as soon as possible. I grabbed some unprepared food, not having time for Kirumi's cooking. From the looks of it, I wasn't the only one with a new gender. I didn't care though. I had to leave, but in my rush I crashed into Shuichi. "Huh?" I murmured. "Kokichi... hi... you look... the same?" She muttered confused. "I am the same." I sternly insisted. "Ye-yeah me too..." Shuichi nodded. She didn't seemed as distressed as I did, but she seemed upset too. Not in the same way though. "Come with me, Shuichi. Let's be boys together." I smiled. I couldn't tell if it was genuine. It might've been half real. She nodded and took my hand. I dragged into the AV room. We were gonna watch something masculine. I played a sports movie. I never liked sports in the first place but it felt comforting doing something like a boy... even if it was stereotypical. They let Shuichi be flat... lucky... Abe doesn't need to squeeze them to pretend. "How about we wrestle after this, Shuichi~?" I asked in a tone that sounded forced. It was forced. I wanted to sound like a boy. The wrestling wouldn't be accurate. I didn't know how to wrestle. I meant more like playful fight. Shuichi seemed to understand.  "Sure, Kokichi... we can wrestle." She responded. "Hey Shu... your hair grew longer... can I cut it?" I questioned. It was at a stereotypical girl's length. She simply nodded. I chopped it down to its old length. "There... perfect boy..." I giggled. Monokuma popped out of nowhere. He ranted, "you're a girl! Behave like one! I didn't make this motive for no reason!" "I'm not a girl. I I don't know what you're talking about." I responded. Monokuma came up and smeared lipstick over my lips. "Put on makeup or maybe dress up. You could wear the skirt I provided! Or something stop containing your boobs." I looked down at his words. "No..." I breathed. "What was that?" He furiously asked. "No! I'm a boy! Shuichi is a boy! We're both boys..." i insisted. Monokuma forced makeup on our faces. "Behave like girls! Or might have to punish you! I'll make it a rule if I have to!" Our e-hand books added a new school rule. It read along the lines that students will be punished for acting like the opposite gender. I couldn't believe it...he really did that. I slumped back to my room, dressing in a skirt and makeup. I cried in my arms. I went back to Shuichi. I started crying on his chest. She wrapped her arms around me and sobbed as well. My tight shirt pulled down. "It's ok, Kokichi... just calm down." She reassured. "ITS NOT! I mean I uh... it's not." I bursted. Shuichi felt the same but he tried to hide it. She put her face in my hair and cried as well. She clearly hated this. Like a part of her was lost in the process. I felt the same. I cried and cried until my body felt weak and used. I sat there, staring into the distance until blackness faded my vision. 

1027 words! A/N more words than I thought. This was difficult to write, resulting in less saiouma parts. Sorry yall. This was just so confusing to me.