Shame

Chapter 39

The day had come to an end for everyone and it had been very well for lani or as well it can be for her, after the conversation she had with her parents and the other adults. At the moment she was alone as kxee and tsireyo had gone to their families at the moment, but made promise to speak with her tomorrow. She had went to her grandmother home hoping to see her there along with her siblings but they were gone leaving, lani home alone at the moment.

Lani " oh great mother today has been a good and hard day, it seems like no one is loving on how I shall not let them push me around anymore" lani had looked outside and saw the stars in the skies and the full moon, a smile had grown on her face she soon dash towards the room where she was staying. She had grabbed the basket that was holding the dress she had been given along with the crystals as well.

Lani " tonight it a perfect night and it shall not go to waste" lani had soon dressed herself and hade made the crystal in a band at she attract to her dress, as a belt. When she knew the coast was clear she soon headed towards the water and wonder away from the village for a bit, until she as out of sight from anyone else to see her.

Lani " the tulkuns" She had came across payakan and the other tulkun as it seems like they were having a gather of their own, but some of them soon spotted the girl.

Payakan " Lani what bring you out here on this night"

Lani " well I saw it was a beautiful night and decied to come out once again"

Payakan " well it a good night to be out and the pods seem to love having you around as well"

Lani " thank you" payakan soon does around water and started swimming around with the other tulkuns as some of them had started singing, as lani started dancing on the rock she was standing humming a song as well. Like always the water underneath her had started glowing as well, as more sea creatures had started joining in as well with the song and dance.

Lani " ......" the girl was having a good time as she was dancing around and singing with the tulkun as nature and life had started moving around with her.

???? " lani" the girl had gotten caught off guard when she heard name getting called, she soon stopped moving around when she saw her grandmotehr and Ura standing there behind her, both women had seem to be amazed about what they had seen at the moment.

Lani " hello"

Mo'at " we had seen a sign from the great mother and follow it, but we didn't know it will lead to you my child" lani soon looked at her grandmother and ura as they seem to be study, here as she was standing there. Ura was soon walking around the girl and looking at her, as she had exchanged looks with moat as well.

Ura " she has been blessed by the great mother moat"

Moat " yes she the great mother has looked upon, lani and blessed with something special"moat soon walked toward her granddaughter and looked her in the eyes.

Ura " you have know those from when she was very young haven't you"

Moat " yes I have she has always been different from the day, she opened her eyes and it seems like she has walked down that path"

Lani " so I haven't upset you or ura grandmother"

Moat " my granddaughter you will never upset me"

Ura " same goes for me lani"

Moat " you have been blessed with a wonderful gift my child, gifts that even tshaiks right now seem to be blessed with at all"

Lani " ......"

Moat "I have noticed you have been changing over the years, no longer allow anyone to speak down to you anymore"

Lani " yes I had taken some good give given by owns who are no longer here, and other here with me that i will started living the life I want and following down the path of my destiny" moat and ura had nodded their heads, they could clearly see the great mother had blessed lani. Showing the great mother is supporting the girl on her journey, in her life and soon leading to the role she was hold in life.

Moat " i have a feeling have been able to talk with your grandfather and aunt, along with grace and many other as well"

Lani " yes I have grandmother they have given me good advice"

Moat " good it makes me happy to see they are there for you, as not many of those living her are on your side"

Ura " the tulkun spirt brothers and sisters seem to have, chosen you as well my child helping one was deemed an outcast get back with a pod and others"

Lani " yes payakan has helped me and I have helped him" moat and ura had nodded their heads towards, as lani gave them her response. She had cleared her throat as she was getting, ready two tell the two women even more stuff that happened.

Lani " I shall tell you all that has lead me to here right now"

Ura " then you have our attention" the trio soon sat down, as lani had started explaining her story to them. As she was hoping they can help even more now, as tshaik and as two women she looked up to as well.

Lani " so that is the whole story grandmother and ura"

Moat " you have been put through many challenges and trails my granddaughter, the great mother knows you have a mighty heart and kind as well"

Ura " along with being so wise for being so young as well, having the courage and confidence you shown today and all the other days"

Lani " thank you and I know there is more trails coming in my life, and lessons will learn as well that I will carry into adulthood"

Moat " it will also help you become a tshaik, among your people and everyone else here that will be your future as well"

Ura " like we have promise we will teach you our ways, and the great mother will teach you as well"

Moat " maybe even ones that have come before you as well, my dear child to help you become a tshaik when the times comes along with being a leader as well"

Lani " thank you both"

Ura " so how as your day with my grandson"

Moat " ura"

Ura " what I wish to know about her day with him and tsireyo, because we don't know if their future lays with her as well maybe it does" lani had giggled at ura words, the trio had stayed outside a bit longer until they all returned to the village.

Moat " thank you for telling me the truth"

Lani " I feel good that I have shared it with you"moat had nodded her head, as the granddaughter and grandmother arrived home and had evening meal together. Her siblings were back at home with Jake and Neytiri, as lani stayed with her grandmother. Tonight had marked new changes for her, as she was now had others who knew of the path she will walk on in life. No longer alone in some ways, but still on her journey the way she wishes to be in the end.