This time, Alice was allowed to accompany Vik on the plane. Considering they were all seated next to each other. All of the sidemen and Alice in the same row. That, Alice knew, would not be a good combination.
Since Alice had no wifi, she decided to type out a very long note on her phones notes app. She didn't know exactly what it would be, but she needed to keep herself occupied. Eventually, she came up with the idea to compose a letter to her brother. She had been wanting to tell him how she'd felt about him since she got to the house, but seemingly couldn't find the time. This was perfect. Most of the boys had fallen asleep, minus Simon and JJ who were messing around next to Vik. No one could distract her.
Hey Joshua!
I really just wanted to type out this quick note to you, just incase I'd ever want to tell you how I've been feeling lately. So, here we go!
Well, first off, you left me. Abandoned me with our unstable mom. And honestly, I hate you for it. I hate you so much for what you did to me. Sometimes I thought you'd never come back for me, that you'd never care about me again. I watched all your videos just incase you gave me some sign to contact you, but you never did. Did I mention I hate you for it?
Secondly, I love you very much. Sure, you left me behind and all that, but you're my brother. I can't just hate you forever. I'm stuck with you! Now that I'm at the house it's great to see you looking out for me, I appreciate it. But if you ever leave me again, I'll slit your throat when I find you again.
Love, your perfect sister, Alice xxAlice giggled to herself as she typed out the last few words. She figured Josh wouldn't take the whole thing too seriously-if she let him read it.
"Alice, is your brother awake?" Simon whispered, tapping her.
"No, why?"
"Awe darn. I wanted to show JJ something." Simon frowned.
"Why would you need Josh?"
"It's on his phone."
"Oh."
Simon went back to describing whatever it was he wanted to show JJ to JJ. Alice leaned back against her seat.
After closing her eyes for a good thirty minutes and listening to JJ and Simon joke around, Alice fell asleep.
She slept off most of the flight, and woke up when they landed. They all grabbed their bags and headed for the taxi's where Alice fell asleep again. She'd only slept for four hours in the past two days, so no one blamed her for falling asleep everywhere.
"Alice!" Vik shook her when they arrived at the hotel.
"What?" Alice managed to groan, rubbing her eyes.
"We're here." He took her hand and pulled her out of the taxi. She stumbled onto the sidewalk.
"Great, sun." Alice squinted.
"It's nice, isn't it?" Vik giggled, rubbing her back.
"It's fantastic. Great banter."
Alice pulled out her phone and composed a tweet for her fans.
Alice Zerker @alice_zerkaa:
Landed safely at Insomnia! Can't wait for this weekend, it's gonna be sick!She sent the tweet and put the phone back in her pocket. Vik kissed her cheek, wrapping his arm around her waist. He knew she loved when he did that.
She caught Josh's glare, he was not happy.
'What', she mouthed.
'Nothing', Josh replied, turning away.
Alice just brushed it off, it probably didn't mean anything anyway. Josh was just being protective again.
They all went into the hotel lobby, Vik and Alice got their keys first, and headed to the room. They were both still extremely tired from the trip and waking up way early to come here.
"So we have arrived at the hotel, Alice and I are just heading to our room now. Say hi Alice!" Vik pointed his camera at Alice as she tried desperately to open the door.
"Hello!" She smiled while sliding the keycard in the door.
"We are going to rest a little, then possibly go exploring... Who knows? Welp, Alice and I are going to get some sleep, so I'll catch ya later!" Vik ended the vlog, then he threw his camera on the spare bed and followed Alice over to the other one.
They both climbed in and enjoyed the few moments of solitude before someone knocked on the door.
"Alice!" They called.
"Ugh." Alice whined as she stood up. She made her way over to the door and opened it to reveal Josh. Simon stood behind him.
"Alice, do you know how to hide Simons... Cuts?" Alice had forgotten totally about his scars.
"Um, right..." Alice put a finger up to her mouth, thinking. "Wear a sweatshirt?"
"It's too hot for sweatshirts." Simon interjected.
"Fine, be proud of your scars. Show them off. Sure your fans will be worried, but you can explain to them later. Make up a story or something?" Alice had absolutely no ideas.
"Nah, if they see them, they see them. I won't address it unless tons of people notice."
Alice had only just looked down at Simons scars. They were purely red, and the area was irritated. She hated to say it, let alone think it, Simon was fucked. People were going to be bothering him so much about it. He was an idiot.
"Simon I literally can't help you. My scars have almost gone completely." Alice pulled up her sleeves. She was wearing Vik's sweatshirt, again. She rarely ever took it off anymore, since the incident.
"Right. So basically I'm fucked."
"My thoughts exactly." She sighed, "I'm sorry Simon. You literally fucked yourself over."
"I'll just wear a sweatshirt and overheat..." He giggled slightly before running his fingers through his blond hair.
"I'm going to sleep. Goodnight brothers." She slightly smiled before Josh and Simon waved. She shut the door slowly, making sure not to disturb the sleeping Vik.
She crawled in bed next to him, and took a picture of him sleeping. Alice giggled slightly as she composed a tweet.
Alice Zerker @alice_zerker:
Sleeping time with @vikkstar123! Goodnight Twitter!She put her phone on the ground and almost automatically, Vik wrapped his arms around her. She smiled.
Alice closed her eyes, thinking about tomorrow. She was going to be on stage, with KSI. She was going to sing for all of the Sidemen fans. Alice was excited.
"Goodnight Vikram. I love you very much." She kissed his nose.
"I love you too, Alice Emily."
YOU ARE READING
Just Once// Sidemen Fanfiction
FanfictionAlice Zerker watched her brother become internet famous, with hopes that one day he would come back for her. But it's been five years since he's left, and he still hasn't come back. A/N story contains suicidal thoughts and triggers, self harm, and o...