Dear Mom,
It's September now, a few months since you've died.
I found Josh... He came to pick me up a few days before you died, I'm sorry. He's changed. Fame has really gotten to his head, but I like him this way. He's happy again. I'm proud of my big brother. I'm sure you're proud too.
I'm getting married today. I found the man of my dreams, and I'm chasing him. He's been twenty for a while now, so his age isn't a problem anymore. You'd be happy with him. He's not the typical guy that I dated in the past. He's kind, caring... He loves me, and he'd never leave me.
Anyway, a while back Josh found dad. Dad got married again, nothing new really. We've all expected this out of him... He has two kids, Emmi and Hazel, twins. They are fans of Josh's YouTube group, 'The Sidemen'. They're awesome kids.I miss you xx,
Alice Emily Zerker, with love.Alice folded up the letter, placing it on her mothers grave. She smiled at her mothers headstone, placing a hand onto the cold stone.
"Alice," Josh was standing behind her, wearing a suit and black tie.
"Alright, Josh... One second."
"C'mon, we're gonna be late."
"It's my own wedding, not like they can start without me or anything."
"Vik will be worried sick, I promised I'd have you back before one thirty," Josh checked his watch, "it's one forty five."
"Trust me, Vik can wait. It's not like we are far from the church or anything." Alice gestured toward the building a few steps from her mother's grave.
"You still need to get ready."
"Fine, alright, I'll come back later." Alice stood up, smoothing out her jeans. So far, she was the only one who wasn't dressed formally.
"Right, come on then." Josh held out his arm, and Alice interlaced hers with his. They began to walk back to the church.
"I never imagined I'd be getting married before you, Joshua." Alice smiled, looking down at her shoes.
"Neither did I... But I'm glad you are."
They continued to walk toward the church silently. Alice thinking about the wedding, Josh thinking about Alice. Some how Alice knew that that's what he was thinking about. He kept looking at her, even as she stepped into the church and had to go her separate way.
"I'll see you soon, Alice." He whispered before the door shut behind her.
Vik had picked his own brother as his best man, and Alice chose Jess as her maid of honor. She didn't really have any other friends, so she had Freya and Sarah as her other bridesmaids. Simon and Ethan were Vik's groomsmen.
"Alice!" Jess shouted, she'd already had her dress and makeup done.
"Jess! Oh, I'm so glad you could make it!" Alice pulled her into a hug.
"Oh please, Mitch and I weren't going to miss the wedding for anything!"
"Alice, come here." Freya, who was doing her makeup and hair, spoke.
"Aight, thanks Frey."
"Anything for my boyfriends little sister."
"And, Sarah, thank you... Nice to meet you," Alice quickly shook her hand before Freya began to work on her face.
"Anytime... Nice to meet you, as well. Cal was so excited to come." Sarah sat down next to her, looking at her in the mirror.
Sarah was beautiful, she barely even needed any makeup. According to Vik, she'd been dating Cal for quite some time, and this marriage came as a shock to all of his friends. Considering they were both so young still.
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Just Once// Sidemen Fanfiction
FanfictionAlice Zerker watched her brother become internet famous, with hopes that one day he would come back for her. But it's been five years since he's left, and he still hasn't come back. A/N story contains suicidal thoughts and triggers, self harm, and o...