Nailah

Tap Out

I walk back into the restaurant my mind racing with thoughts. I don't even know why I thought it was a good idea to come here. Regardless of the fact it's Michael's birthday.

When I walk back in they're still arguing, I take a moment to take a look at the scene before me. My mum reaching around Michael with a gun to Tairaynt's head. Michael arguing incessantly with him. Angelina and the lightskin which name I've come to know is Gizzella were sitting at the table arguing.

I look around searching for where I left my blunt. I wasn't going to leave without it. That's some good weed that I wasn't going to lose. I maneuver around them and their noise tuning them out. When I was younger Tairaynt and my mum used to argue a lot. I had to distract Heaven most of the time, I got used to tune them out.

'And where the fuck do you think you're going.'

I roll my eyes turning to face them.

'I'm trying to find my fucking blunt,'

'I don't know why the fuck, you're swearing at me, I'm still your father.' he says looking into my eyes. It's so uncanny, it's like looking into a mirror, apart from his pale skin and my tanned skin we look exactly the same.

'You stopped being his father the moment you put your fucking hands on him Tai,' says my mum rounding the table trying to maneuver around Theo and Michael.

'I trusted you with my kid, OUR kid, and you put your dumb fucking hands on him.' she says locking eyes with him.

'You drugged him up and gave him to me half dead, I should've killed you in that fucking courtroom.'

'You know how it is Sofia, you should've always came home, I was always there,' he says running his tongue over his teeth.

'There?, Don't fuck with me Tai, where was you when I had to put him through years of therapy, huh?!'

-Omniscient-

Sofia was beyond hurt. The one thing she'd tried to protect her son from had found him anyway. Sofia never wanted any of her children to go through what she went through years of abuse and rape. No matter how much she hated Tairaynt she never thought he'd do that to his own blood.

But now she was sure even that wasn't below him. Saint stood watching his parents go back and forth. The hurt in his mothers eyes and the sinister looks in his fathers.

'Where was you Tairaynt! Where was you when the withdrawal got so bad the doctors weren't even sure he'd make it' Sofia sobbed.

'Listen, Sof, please you need to leave,-' coxed Michael but it was of no use.

'No! Where were you, when he used to cry for his little sister because he thought it was all a dream, when he ran away for two weeks and came back drunk and high on heroine, where were Tairaynt when he sat by her grave for hours, days refusing to do anything else. Where were you?'

'Where were you?' Tairaynt said with a smile on his face.

'Where was I?! God Tairaynt, I was by his side every step of the way. I'm the one who had my daughters body dug up and planted in my garden so I could look after him Tai, I'm the one who found him high on the side of a street, I'm the one who nursed him back to health, I'm the one who made him the man he is today Tai!

Me, Sofia. Not you. Me.

And don't you come in here and shout at Michael, he was the closest thing to a father Saint ever had, EVER' she wiped her runny nose, her eyes a pale red. She couldn't cry in front of him, although Saint put on a strong front she knew what seeing her cry would do to him.

Saint's eyes slowly zoned in on the blunt hidden underneath a napkin and picked it up.

He began to walk away when Tairaynt grabbed his arm in a tight menacing grip, 'I'm not done with you.' Michael pressed a gun to his temple his finger light resting on the trigger.

'Let go.'

His arm is slowly released and he exists ready to be in the soothing presence of Nailah again. He could never really be mad at her.

-Saint Tai Banks-

Sigh. As I get closer to the car 'Promiscuous' by Timbaland and Nelly Furtado is blasting through my speaker and Nailah is swinging her head back and forth dancing to the music her hair falling in and out of her face.

I stand back and watch her, the only thing I look forward to at the end of each day. She spots me and continues dancing standing on the seat with her sandals off. She points her manicured finger at me with the mimic mike near her mouth while she semi-shouts the lyrics.

'Promiscuous girl you're teasing me

You know what I want and I got what you need'

I laugh getting into the drivers seat. She laughs sitting down her hair is all over the place and some pieces are stuck to her lip gloss. I admire her smile for a while before I give her a quick kiss.

'Te amo,'

'I love you,' she says smiling.

I turn the car around as Wild Thoughts by Rihanna starts playing. We drive with the wind in our hair. In the rear view I watch as my father watches us drive away.

I wasn't going to focus on that right now though.

We drive further along and come across a long winding road when Nailah says something random.

'Let's fuck when we get home,'

She says it with such a straight face that I laugh, really loudly.

'Why are you laughing, I'm serious. We haven't had sex in three days, do you not love me?' she says with furrowed brows leaning on the console.

'I do,'

'Good,' she says.

I laugh kissing her cheek

-------3 am, France, Paris

4 rounds since we got home that was around 12am, we went shopping and came straight home.

Nailah secures her robe back on her body panting, 'Again?' I say pulling her back towards me.

She giggles kissing my lips, she suddenly takes off towards the swimming pool outside. When she's by the pool she lets the robe fall pooling around her. I walk towards her capturing her in a lingering kiss.

She's connected her playlist to the speakers so music was blasting from the house, 'Tap out' By Rich Gang was playing.

I wasn't going to waste time on foreplay. She didn't want me to, she trails her fingers down my abs, caressing the nail marks on my back. 'Fuck just put it in already'. I bend her over the island bar and slowly slip myself into her. 5th time today and I'm still not tired. She moans loudly. Her eyes rolling to the back of her eyes. I wrap my hands around her neck pulling he rhead up as I pound into her.

'Fuckkkk, harder' she moans as her large breasts jiggle in front of her. She wraps her fingers around her breasts pinching her nipples. I push myself into her harder and faster.

'Yes, yes, yes, ughhhh, fuck Saint,'

I grunt, I love the way she says my name, 'fuckkk, wait you're going too fast, I'm going to cum,' she says pushing me away, I grab her hand going even faster her breasts hitting a the counter in a rhythm. I slow down as I feel myself release along with her.

'Fuck we need to get you a Plan B'