Paul Lahote x reader x Quil Ateara

127: Thoughts

"I can't believe I was so blind" I tell Paul as we lay in my bed.

"Here I was agony and you were clueless" He tries to be serious.

"Stop... you're making me feel bad"

"Okay okay" he chuckle. "I feel so free"

"I'm glad" I pat his chest.

The moon was shining through my window bringing in a delicate light, just the right amount. I place my hand on his cheek and caress it.

"It feels so natural" I whisper.

"It does" He wraps his arms around me and pulls me closer. "I want to kiss you" He whispers.

"So kiss me" I look at his lips and up at his eyes.

I saw a playful smile creep up his face before he pulled me closer. I close my eyes as I feel his lips on mine. Fireworks, champagne pop, butterflies I felt everything. All is right in the world. This kiss is like nothing I've ever experienced before. So much passion, hunger, desperation, lust, and love wrapped up into my mouth. His tongued played with mine and I enjoy every second of it.

"That was good" I say out of breath.

"That was amazing" He smiles as me and pecks my lips again then gave me a bunch all over my face.

"Stop" I pop the p and giggle at his actions.

"Let's go out" He stops kissing me. "We can go to the movies? Or have a bonfire at the beach? We could go to a party too?" He starts suggesting.

"Are you sure?" I giggle again. "We are not good at the partying thing" I say referring to our past experiences.

"Fine" he chuckles. "But we can definitely do a beach bonfire" He raises his eyebrows. "And we've never been to the movies together"

"Yeah we could" I nod. "Stop trying to change the subject" I laugh.

Before we started this conversation we had seen the time and it was almost midnight, I had told Paul it was time for him to go home.

"I don't want to go home" He rolls his eyes and whines. "There's no one there waiting for me anyways"

I look up at him and pull him in for a hug. I felt bad.. he should have parents to come home to, someone to cook him a meal, or ask him how his day was. He pulls away with a sad smile.

"I'll see you tomorrow?" He kisses my cheek and stands up.

"Yeah" I nod with a smile.

"Goodnight" He says before walking to the window.

"Goodnight" I watch him jump down.

I lean against the wall behind me and just think about everything. I had to focus on school, I wanted to graduate early and get a job... or go to college? But instead I'm living in a fairytale world where there's a vampire after me and my sister and there's a wolf pack and I'm someone imprint on top of the fact that I'm an actual fairy.

I throw my head back and sigh as I think about Paul. Quil turning really made a huge difference, I feel free, free to love Paul and thinking about that calms me down, brings peace into my mind about everything.. especially my future.