Coming Out - An Emon Fanfic

Chapter 30 - A Broken Heart

Simon sat in his room, recording a GTA video with Tobi and Josh. He laughed and yelled as he died from falling of a building. "Ummm guys... I died." He laughed.

"Well, that was easy. Guess there's one more to go then." Josh said as he started sniping Tobi. A few seconds later, Tobi died from a headshot. "Arghhh Josh! 10 years fam!" He yelled. They both laughed but the smile on Simon's face was gone.

10 years was so commonly said between Josh and Tobi that it had become a ship name for them, like Emon.

Simon no longer had a partner to be shipped with, he felt empty and lonely. The fans had shipped him with all of the Sidemen, but the one true couple was Ethan and him. But that couple didn't exist anymore.

It had been a few months since everything happened, Simon fell into depression for a month after Ethan left. Vikk, Josh and Tobi picked him up and helped him recover. It took a while for him to open up to them, after all they had given up on him when he needed them the most. But they were his friends, and they regretted giving up on him and Ethan. Soon Simon had become close to them again, and to them it was as if nothing happened, but a lot happened.

JJ didn't know what had happened, he was only in contact with Tobi and Harry as they didn't have much involvement in the beginning. He slowly started speaking to Vikk and Josh but he wasn't too open with them, they were against him and had stood up for Ethan and Simon before.

He missed hanging out with Simon, his childhood friend, but he was stubborn. He hated Simon for so many reasons. Simon was gay. JJ couldn't hang around him, that would be weird. The Sidemen were perfect, until Ethan and Simon turned out to be gay. Their sexuality ripped the Sidemen apart.

Simon's friends and family knew he was gay, there was no going back from that. Everyone knew how Simon drove his boyfriend away from him, all because of his shame of being gay. Simon hated himself for that. He shouldn't have cared about what other people would say or do, he should've just focused on the positives - he had Ethan, and they loved each other. But now all of that was gone. Simon had lost Ethan, and all he had left was pain. He had lost all contact with Ethan and didn't know what happened to Ethan after he left him. All Simon knew was that nothing would be the same again.

Simon moved into his own flat and continued making videos with the others, apart from JJ. He seemed happy in front of the camera, but inside his heart was weakening and tears were always threatening to spill. He never got over Ethan, and he never would. He still loved him.

A/N
Hey guys, I'm so sorry for what's been happening to the couple (should they even be called that anymore? *tear* Man, this is hard.)

I'd just like to tell you guys a couple of things concerning this book.

First of all, my uploads won't be on time. I'm so sorry for this. I'm in a completely different time zone and I'm on holiday. (I miss London so much) So uploads might be one or two days late but I will try my best to not keep you guys waiting long.

As well as this I think I'm suffering from writer's block and I think my chapters recently are pretty bad and I really hate to think that so please let me know and be honest if you think I'm lacking recently.

Also, I do try my best to respond to comments but sometimes WattPad hates me and doesn't show my reply or even let me reply so I'm sorry if I haven't responded to any comments. The comments you guys leave are really brightening and I'm sorry for all you that have cried! I love reading the comments you guys leave and I'm sorry if I don't respond but I do read them and try my best to respond!

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