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In times of despair

When all my thoughts rotate around numbers

whether it be weight-

or test scores,

my worth seems to amount to nothing.

All the nonsense in my head

seems... to stop

and I immediately conclude that I am a failure.

Sometimes I think I think this way,

 because I like it.

But deep down I know it's because it's

true.

Everything that I've done, I am doing, or will do

seems to be deemed  worthless

and I am afraid that when the time comes,

my existence will receive the same verdict.

l.a.


Hi everyone! It's been a while since I've written the poems in this book. Although they all hold a dear place in my heart and I do hope you enjoy reading them, I have decided to share some of my more recent thoughts/prose in a book called after hours. After hours is a collection of my prose/spoken word poetry/thoughts that I often have at night (hence, after hours). Feel free to check it out if you would like :) 

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