It is always late at night when I discover how alone I am
When I discover that maybe, I was designed to be lost and never found
I convince myself that it is better that way
That a solitary diamond is certainly better than a pair of intertwining hands
But the truth is, I am no diamond
If anything, I am the invisible rock in the background
I am the thing that is just there, yet not exactly recognizable
And for so long I have put the blame on myself
For so long I have stared in the mirror and concluded that I am the mistake
And maybe I am
Maybe I am the reason why every person I meet decides to go the opposite way
I try to reason that it's just that everyone I meet is too much like me
I try so hard to tell myself that it's just like what everyone says
Likes repel and opposites attract
and that I haven't found my opposite yet
But it feels as though I was designed to repel everyone around me
Both opposites and likes
And I can't do anything to stop it
I can't seem to invite anyone to come in
I can't seem to let any damn person into my life
And maybe it's because I'm too lost in my own world
maybe I am a lost thing with no sense of gravity
a floating star without the gleam or a galaxy to belong to
a missing letter neither the writer or receiver cared enough to know about its fate
Maybe, just maybe, I was destined to be the unmatched soul
Maybe I just was
Maybe
l.a.
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The Heart Chronicles
Poetry❝I'm starting to get bad again.❞ - Charlie A collection of thoughts made into poems by yours truly. {Highest Rank: #165 in Poetry}