➳ Handcuffed

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HANDCUFFED

Didn't you hear?

                                                  I am the trembling hands

                                                    of an old man

I just cannot help it.

My body shakes

                                                 and I sit on my hands

                                                 to show the world

that I am alright.

                                                  Rest assured,

                                                  I am normal.

The shakiness you see

does not exist,

                                             it is only a figment

                                             of your imagination,

a ghost.

                                            At this point I am not

                                           only lying to you,

but to myself as well.

Do not worry,

                                          I do this all the time,

                                          feed myself lies

from the morning

until the night

                                        assuring myself,

                                        assuring my body

that I can go on.

Some people would think

                                      that this is absurd

                                        but then again people

always think anything

"unique", is absurd.

                                        That is the reason

                                        why I sit on my hands

in the first place,

though I must admit

                                         it does get tiring,

                                         from time to time

It is as though my own

body

                                         Refuses to acknowledge me

                                          As if it's only capable of

Ignoring, and incapable

                                  Of noticing.

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Okay so what I did for this poem was take a line from one of my other poems and expand it into a newer poem... so it's a little weird. 



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