The Heart Chronicles

➳ Dangerous Wish

I think I wished for death too hard last night 

Because right after I had pleaded with some unknown force 

to end my life,

my chest felt as it had been pierced 

and my breath ceased to exist

and I swear I heard voices telling me I finally got my wish

I then started wondering, 

is death what I really want?

Or is it for someone to save me?

Because after that, I remember begging for another chance,

for another day,

just to see if things will change 

just to see if somehow, people will start caring

but that didn't happen 

so I went back to wishing 

wishing too hard

l.a.