The Heart Chronicles

➳ Lost Nothings

It hurts knowing that I am the only one who understands what dying means

It hurts knowing that I am not the only one who understands what dying means

It hurts knowing that I am nothing

And that you are nothing

And that we all are a collection of nothings that somehow make a something

But if one of these nothings get lost,

then the something will stay as it is,

and that nothing will not be forgotten

and that life will go on without the lost nothings,

without those nothings that somehow ended up knowing what dying means

and it hurts

it hurts so bad 

knowing that once I die I will be nothing

and I know, I know, I am a nothing now

but at least now I am a part of something

But once I truly understand what dying means I will be a nothing 

without a something 

and that...hurts.