It's my secret (a Ross Lynch/R5 fanfic)

Chapter 59

NEVAEH'S POV

"Like this?" I asked trying to copy a dance move from Ross.

"No, stick out your left foot a bit more and make sure jump before you spin" he sighed demonstrating it for the millionth time today. I tried it again and almost fell over but Ross caught me before I hit the floor.

"I can't do this, your the worst teacher ever! Where's Delly?" I complained. Truth was Delly was just as bad as Ross but I was the worst dancer ever so I was just trying to stall.

"She's on her Lunch break, she is only taking an hour off" he sighed. I plopped onto the couch and grabbed my bottle of wattle and drank the last drop that was left. He jumped onto the couch next to me almost making me fly up.

"The shows in 2 hours, let's go get something to eat and don't stress the fans love you" he told me.
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I put my bags down and left them there for one of the boys to pick up after a long weekend in New York. I went next door to see Tyler. I desperately hoped it was him who would open the door but as usual things don't usually go my way.

"Hi" my-Tyler's mother smiled as she opened the door. "Do come in, you look lovely" she said trying to keep her voice straight but I heard the hint of breakdown in her tone.

"Thank you, I always look lovely" I said avoiding eye contact with her because I already felt them getting ready to cry.

"Of course you do" she muttered. "I'll get you a drink and some snacks"

"No thank you, I ate a lot on the flight" I told her.

"Ok, I'm going to go upstairs and get ready for work, I'll tell Tyler to come down" she said rushing up the stairs as though she was trying to get away from me. I wiped my eyes before the tears could escape and sat on the couch waiting for Tyler. When he came down I couldn't stop the tears anymore. He ran and sat beside me as I started mission soak shirt.

"Tyler, she didn't recognise me" I sobbed.

"And you didn't tell anyone either" he said flatly. I looked at his face, his eye were bloodshot red and it sounded like he wasn't trying to cry.

"What's wrong?" I asked him.

"Nevaeh, your pushing your mother away, and I have no clue where mine are, I don't even know if they're alive! I don't know where I'm from, where I was born" he said his voice cracking and a tear slowly falling.

"Nevaeh I cried for the first time in my entire life, I know nothing about them except the fact that they knew your parents, if I met my parents I would do this to them and here you are complaining that you found your mother. She had a break down and I saw her pick up pills and then put them down as though she couldn't decide whether she should live or die" he yelled. I looked at him astonished trying to search my hopeless mind for something to say but I seemed paralysed. He got up and walked bCk up the stairs but I couldn't move.

KIAN'S POV

"I miss my girlfriend" Gale whined laying on my bed as I got ready for the game.

"I miss my girlfriend too" I chuckled.

"Can we go see our girlfriends?" He asked with puppy eyes.

"Maybe we can pop in for a bit after the game" I told him smiling at the thought of seeing Nevaeh again.

"But I'm sure my girlfriend misses me" he tried to convince me.

"Mine does too, but if she wants to see us she'll call" I told him pulling my shoes on. Just then my phone started ringing. I reached to pick it up but Gale reached it quicker and answered.